Yes, I have Returned...

Okay people, if you're still there, most of you which are not... I'm back! For real this time! Hahaha!

Well, I got my Mac laptop today, which I have been saying I would buy for the past few months or so. Well now I did, I have finally purchased it. I also got a new printer on rebate, which meant it was basically free. I'm getting 99 dollars back from a price of 99.95. So yes, free.

So, in detail, what is new with me?

Well, I graduated. Which was, without tooting my own horn, to be expected. My graduation day, though, was fucking awesome. I spent it yelling at people for being late, fixing other people's ties, finding a replacement for my missing tassel, and general just yelling my head off and being a complete and utter bitch. So that was fun. : D

After my graduation, I spent a few weeks disillusioned and in a harsh funk, wallowing in self pity at my local Starbucks, freeloading the WiFi. It took me awhile to kill the funk (I killed it with a my Caramel Frappacino Blade, custom made by Starbucks) and I threw myself into college.

College, a new chapter in my awesome life. I was unable to take Math or English this semester because I was too late to register and was not able to add in. So I ended up taking World Literature and Beginning Acting.

I really love these classes! Hahahahahahahahahaha! I'm soooo glad that i accidentally had to take these classes, I just love them! Especially Beginning Acting! I love my theatre acting group, they're fucking awesome! For our midterm we're doing a scene from Lysistrata, in which we might have to wear giant foam penises. Yay?

Well anyways, I'm still trying to get into the blogging groove again, so next time I'll try to make it longer, mkay?

And Where's MY Red Carpet? Fuck that, I Want a Black One. Now.

Okay, first a explanation of the Death thing for Rain, whom I promised it to.

A few weeks ago, I was playing the role of Death in a class production of Everyman. For those of you who don't know, Everyman is a morality play from the Middle Ages talking about how you only have your good deeds to get you into heaven, and everything else is crap. Anyways, I was Death. The reason for this, according to some of my people who cast me for this particular role, it's because I'm great at playing a conceited asshole.

My response: "Fuck you, bitch." Hair flip.

Okay, maybe not a hair flip, but that would've been cool, if I had hair, and been better at giving an indifferent attitude. LOL

Well, I told this to my decathlon team, that I was Death because I was a conceited asshole. This ended with me being Death(to some people). That no man dreadeth. For everyman I rest and no man spareth. LOL I have green/blue labels with "DEATH" all over my decathlon materials. Hahaha!

So yeah, long time, no blog. Sorry. I've been busy. I also have not been on Yahoo messenger for like...ever. Heh. I just rarely have time anymore, but I'm going to make an effort to blog more often.

So what's new with me?

Well I'll start this: I ran for "Most Unique" for the 2010 Class favorites...

Unfortunately, I did not win. Some other guy (whom I hear isn't even unique) one. I only lost by five votes, though, so it wasn't like I was out of the realm of possibility. So, in reality, I didn't win, Fuck it-Thug Life. LMAO! :P

I have also taken to wearing a roll of Scotch(TM) Book Tape around my wrist. I have no idea as to why, really. I just felt like it, so whatevers. Haha! My little sister has been fighting me on a daily basis for the right to wear the tape. IT'S MY TAPE!!!!

Decathlon practice has been going pretty good. I've been doing particularly good on history tests, and I believe my bastardized french had helped somewhat. In a team of 12 or so people, I am the only one who has taken french at all. I only took one year last year. Lol! But yeah, I have decided that i hate Dickens and math. Math hates me back, though. I need to pay better attention, though. Because I really want a spot, and if I don't get one I'll cry...or maybe not, but still! I'd be sad...

I've also decided that I'm going to try for a medal in essay, if it's even possible. Hopefully it will be. Because I. Will. Make. The. Team. No matter how hard I have to study. I have also tentatively decided what my topic for speech will be. Religion. Which I know will probably not go over well, but It's a topic I really feel, so meh.

My grades have been being tortured, though. I have an F in Algebra: The Sequel, and English Lit. I know, I need to raise them up to go to college. But I can't bring myself up to care about Algebra, since it's useless, but I need it for college...

I also have had less time to read or hang out with my friends. I also have backed up essays, which is why I must cut this post short. LOL

Lawl! Cupcakes and Hug Molestation! :P

P.S: Lawl. I am currently listening to a mix of No Doubt, Jeffree Star, and French pop. It's trippy. I have amassed the majority of the No Doubt albums, and have purchased JStar's. It's pretty good, for a random recommendation.

P.S 2: Have decided to continue post.

LOL

Yeah. I'm bored.

Currently I have collected approximately 1226 songs on my precious iPod. I love my iPod. I also added a whole bunch of music today courtesy of Amy, whose fucking awesome, even though she made me do Spanish homework. She's buying pizza next time, whether she knows it or not. ;P

My cousin, Smurf, has also given me music. Thanks to him I got the Crookers remix of "We Are All Prostitutes". Which is awesome, btw. I recommend it.

I also need to go buy a copy of "Party Monster/Disco Bloodbath" and a copy of "Circus of the Damned". I need them for my collection.

Also, my awesome cousin Sami has added various donations to my iPod library, so she will be rewarded with songs of cupcakes, sprinkles and weird sex.

Okay, really, gotta go!

Hug-Molestation! Don't pretend you don't like it! :P

The Awesome Times of Jaded!Stargazer! 'Cause all love me....

I will begin with this: YOU ALL SUCK!! I never post anymore, and when I do you don't comment! I feel offended!! Grrrrr....

Anyways, that's over.

There are various things new with me. First of all, I finally got mp3 files of Velvet Revolver's Contraband album! Yay! *Does little entertaining dance* I am currently listening to "Do It For The Kids" although my personal favorite is "Big Machine". I also have purchased various music files from iTunes, including Crookers, Electric Valentine, and Fake Blood. I've also bought that damnable french pop song "Je Veux Te Voir". Very dirty and annoyingly catchy. Ugh. I will randomly start singing my bastardized version of the lyrics sometimes. It sucks. =.=

I have lagged on my posts, which I'm sure you've all missed. If you didn't, don't tell me. Leave me with the fantasy. I have low-self esteem, and if you tell me, I'll start crying uncontrollably and rocking back and forth in the corner of my room. Which I'm pretty sure none of you want. At least I hope you guys don't want.

So far, Decathlon has been going great. We have Saturday practice now, but it's all cool. It's actually better than school, so I'd rather be there than class. But alas, I have to go to class. It sucks that I have to go to school at all. But practice has been going good. Today, I passed a practice exam. Yay. I've also been mentally violated with higher level math. Shoot me. But the pizza that the coach bought us for lunch made it all okay. It was like a sign that everything was going to be okay...

I like pizza.

I also scored a 45 out of 50 on an art quiz. That was good...I guess. Meh. People did better than me, but then again I have to study more. Just goes to show, texting and studying isn't productive. So next time, I will put the booklet down and text. Not do both at once. LOL!

I've also been lagging it in math. I need to study more and do more homework. But it sucks having my Algebra sequel at 7:20 in the morning! Arrrrgggggg!! Shoot me!

OMG....Lovegame just came on my iPod. "I still want you disco stick!" "No! NO! PLEASE DON'T FUCK ME!!!" (Courtesy of Shane Dawson)

I also need to turn in more essays. Yayness. I like essays, though. I don't know why, though. Hmmmm...

OMG! New reasons to hate Twilight!!
1. Apparently, ever since Twilight, vampirism is the fad for '09! OMG ISN'T IT AWESOME!
.......first twatlighter to tell me this will get beat down. I'm not even fucking kidding.

2. Stephanie Meyer's purple prose and "creative license" offends me to the very core of my being.

3. I like vampires. Ergo, I should not like Twilight.

4. For some reasons, the little Twatlighters believe that the whole vampire/fantasy scene stuff started with Twilight. I don't know why, seeing as I can name alot of different vampire-related pop culture references that existed waaaayyyyyy before Twilight. Here I go:

• Buffy the Vampire Slayer
• Forever Knight
• Angel
• Vampire Diaries (the books, which I'm meaning to read. heh)
• Blood/Smoke series
• ANITA BLAKE!!
• Dracula (Meyer has not read this. It's required reading for anyone making money off a "vampire" novel, such as Twlight
• Carmilla (Victorian vampire short story, involving "lesbianism" according to wikipedia)
• The Hollows series
• The Dresden Files (These two kinda count, but not really.)
• Dark Shadows (Gothic Soap Opera from the seventies)
• The Vampire Chronicles (Anne Rice, you fucking Twatlighters!!)
• Once Bitten (Jim Carrey)
• Blade
• The Hunger (Movie from the early eighties which I've been meaning to watch)

There. There's more that I can't remember. On with the list...

5. Stephanie Meyer, was, for some unknown and stupid reason, compared to the likes of Anne Rice and Laurell K. Hamilton and she says she's nothing like them, that she isn't a "vampire" author. Which she isn't of course, and while she at least recognizes that, she's retarded. YOU FUCKING BITCH!! IT'S A FUCKING HONOR TO BE COMPARED TO ANNE RICE!! YOU FAIL AT LIFE, YOU STUPID, STUPID, BITCH!! AND YOU FUCKING REFUSE IT!! YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN THEM, AND YES BITCH, PEOPLE CONSIDER YOU A "VAMPIRE" AUTHOR BECAUSE YOU WROTE THE EPIC FAIL OF THE CENTURY!!! WHICH UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME, INCLUDED YOUR FUCKED UP IDEA OF "VAMPIRES"!!!!! YOU ARE STUPID AND I WON'T EVEN CALL YOU A WRITER!! YOU FAIL AT LIFE!!!!!

...

I'm done. Whew. That took alot. I got all worked up. LOL! Too bad Meyer will probably never read that. Haha!

Well, anymoo, There's been more. I'm planning to go to Powderpuff, which is this event where the girls play football and the boys cross-dress and cheer. It's fun. The seniors against the juniors, and we're gonna win. Haha! I need to go buy my ticket, and I also have a t-shirt with the "seniors" logo on it. It's purple. :D For some reason, I've developed a like for purple. Heh.

Well, boys and girls, I must leave. It's midnight and I have to go to my grandpa's tomorrow. LOL! So I'll leave on this note:

Violation. Hugs. Murder. Lawl.

Hahahaha! I want chocolate...

I Finally Know What the hell I'm Doing!! Yay!!

Oh my god. I finally understand.

I know why I can't write anything. I finally know exactly why I am unable to write a single damn thing.

I don't know what I want to write.

When I'm writing a story the idea is wild, very wild, all of the place, even. I don't know how to put it on paper, because even if I am creative, I'm a very methodological person, meaning that I need to know what I'm going to write before I write it, creative idea or no creative idea. I need to start outlining everything, because if I don't, I'm gonna end up with what I believe I've ended up various times, already. Unfinished stories, and writer's block the size of a Twatlighter mob outside of Robert Pattinson's house.

I'm going to go get started on that.

This is so awesome!!

:D

Money-Money-Money! MONEY!!!

I'm gonna get paid. Bitch.

I'm so happy! I'm so deliriously happy! I can't wait 'til Friday!! Gonna go shopping on Saturday with my cougar-like-person...Lol! (inside joke)

Today was nothing interesting. No gossip, no annoyances, no nothing. Except for Shane Dawson, he's fucking hilarious. Go check him out on youtube! Lol!

I'm still debating the Doc Marten thing...

Last day tomorrow. I'm kinda sad, but now it's gonna be weird when I go. I'm hoping that I'll be able to get a job at the library sometime during school, if the Decathlon thing doesn't work out...

Ugh. Tired.

Do I talk about Twilight too much? Cuz IF I do, I will stop...I don't wanna be annoying....Grrr...

Lawl. Lawl. Moo. Lawl. Lawl.

See the Black Cloud Overhead? That Me!!

Yay!!!!

Today's just one of those days. I just came home without really being tired.

Bad news, though. My last day is this Thursday. :( I really liked working at the library....But alas, school must start again, and I must get paid, bitch! Lol! Getting paid on Thursday! Got my ID today!! I was so happy, even though I look semi-retarded on the picture. I can get my bank account and cash it!! WHOOOOOOOOOO!!

Anyways, I'm thinking, that yes, I am going to go ahead and buy those Doc Martens I've been eyeing. With my second check. :D What do you guys think? Should I? They're like 95-ish dollars.....

Listening to "Prince Charming" by metallica. One of my favorite songs by them. Next being Slither. It just juices up my writing, of which I having major doubt of....:I

"There's a dirty needle in your child...Haha! Stick me!!"

Yeah, not much went on today, although I was thinking that if the writing thing didn;t pan out, I could also pursue work as an actor...maybe a sketch artist on youtube? Lol! That wouldn't help me none, though. So no. Unless I'm really, really bored. :D

That's today. My hands hurt, tired. Got the "Storm Front" graphic novel from the library today, so am looking forward to that. Didn't Tweet today, just don't feel like it.....Or at least I don't think I did....did I?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Don't Get It Twisted, Don't Get Clever, This is the Most Craziest Shit EVER!

I'm currently listening to "Love Song" by The Cure. It's really good, I liked since the first time I heard. I'm thinking that I'll probably look up their songs later. Haven't really head them. . .

"However far away, I will always love you."

I like that part. Lol! It makes me sound mushy.

Anyways, I did absolutely nothing today, which completely defeated my plan of going to see my grandpa and going to the gym. I was unable to go with my grandpa because he wasn't there. =.= I called twice and let it ring various times (almost up to two minutes) and he didn't answer. I found out later that he had gone to go buy those converter boxes for his TVs. I can't believe the government is making people buy them. Ugh. That would suck. Seeing that I have a plasma, it's all cool. Cheers to my mom, who bought it in the first place! Whoo!

The guys I was supposed to go with to the gym never got back to me, so I don't know what-the-fuck was supposed to happen. Ugh.

I'm now listening to "Golddigger" by Kanye West. I liked this song, one of the first few hip-hop/rap songs I ever heard. Lol! Now it's "Girl Fight" by Brooke Valentine. This is the song that inspired the girl's locker room fantasy I had in Middle School. Hahaha!

I can't believe I have all of these songs in my iPod. It's like so retro into a few years ago. back before I was into any of the music I'm into now. Lawl.

I keep being Twitter whore. It's all cool. I like it, although today I had the no-life problem and Twittered up the ass. I also tried Facebook, and that was a bust. Sarah knows, she was there. Lol! I dislike it. I need something new, maybe I'll make a new MySpace. But I don't wanna be MySpacer whore!! Lol! Like i was in my early teens...hahahahaha!

"My pretty woman, when you gonna give me some time Sharona?"

I haven't heard The Ramones in a good while....Lol!

OMG, I totally found this cover for my phone today, it's black!! I was like...I must have it! I would have straight up shop-lifted if it wasn't a 100% chance I would've gotten caught. Lol! But don't fret, gonna get it around the end of the month. I will buy it.

I saw some of the funniest videos today, ever. This channel on YouTube, ShaneDawsonTV. He's fucking hilarious. I haven't seen all of them, though. Here's his most current one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLU1NGPWxUw

Check it out. It's really funny and kinda sad at the end.

OMFG. Now I'm listening to Aqua. "Candyman" or "Lollipop" it's also known as. One-man rave!! ROFL!

Thankfully, I have hot water today, so it's all cool. If I had to take another cold shower, which I do not like, I would've bitched so loud, people would've called the cops on my ass. In the none kinky way. Lol.

I still hate Stephanie Meyer, and she still can't write. She still probably has problems with abusive relationships, seeing as she likes them, and would trade her husband for a pedophiliac, sparkling vampire the first chance she got.

"Don't get it twisted, don't get clever. This is the most craziest shit ever."
- Brownie points to whom ever can guess this song. :D It's the first line.

Lol.

That's it today. I'm gonna try to comment on all of your blogs later on, mkay?

Lawl me. Bitch.

Songs:
"Love Song" - The Cure
"Golddigger" - Kanye West
"My Sharona" - The Ramones
"Candyman" - Aqua
Guess the last one!

BTW: Spent my day watching episodes of Drawn Together and Scrubs on my computer. It was fun. :D

"Reach out of Space!"

"I always feel like, somebody's watching meeeeeee!! Who's playing tricks on me? Tell me, is it just a dream?!"

I'm bored. Lol!

Today was a good day, if it were to be classified.

I went in late today. At 8:50, so I got an extra hour of sleep. Yay for sleep! Lol!

I'm almost out of school!! Just one more day, and I'm officially done with my Junior year! I can't wait to be able to got to sleep late and to wake up late. That's the best part of vacation, the sleeping in.

"Climb to the top - climb to the top!! The lights are out, and the dance floor's waiting, but you're too busy following the crowd!"

I spent all of today doing absolutely nothing, which is always fun. I just hung out with some of my people, and had fun, y'know?

I had an assembly during 2nd period, because supposedly I'm smart enough to be recognized by the school as "special". Which is very cool, because we get this ID that gives us special privileges, such as leaving homeroom ten minutes early, and regular assemblies. It's pretty cool being the "elite". Lol!

Today we had an assembly, a magic show. It was pretty fun, the guy was hilarious. He had all these tricks that are usually lame, but he pulled them off. He was a really good "people" person, which I guess you have to be to be an entertainer. Lol! he had a white bunny which was named Goliath, and his name was David. It was funny, but I think I was one of the only ones to get it! Heh.

"Come ride with me, through the veins of history! I'll show you how God falls asleep on the job! And how can we win, when fools can be kings! Don't waste your time, or time will waste you!!"

The rest of the day was pretty cool. Although I recently noticed that I've been neglecting some of my friends, but I don't know what to do. *Sigh*

And apparently some girl isn't talking to me because I was mean to her. Last Friday, she was taking care of this cake that one of her friends had baked for a mutual friend. I had asked her if they did that because they had forgotten her birthday the day before.

She got all offended, and told me I was being a bitch (or something along those lines.) In my defense, it was the last day of finals, and I was running on 5 hours of sleep (I normally need 10 :P). But either way, I didn't mean it in a malicious way. I was just being myself, which, people inform me, contains a whole bunch of attitude and sarcasm. I didn't know this, so I don't know how to stop. Trust me, if I was being malicious or giving attitude, they'd know.

Anyways, she I was like WTF, and she told me repeatedly, even after I tried to explain to her, that "If I didn't have anything nice to say to her, to not say anything at all". She kept cutting me off, and that pissed me off. But yeah, now I'm not talking to her, but I'm not being mean either. I'm just gonna give attitude.

Next time she talks to me, I'll tell her "I have nothing nice to say; don't talk to me."

Is that too mean? Well, I don;t think it is. I mean, I AM doing what she asked of me....

Lol!

"We're gonna ride the race cars! We're gonna dance on fire! We're the girls Le Disko, Supersonic overdrive! So what's it gonna take, silver shadow believer? Spock rocker with your dirty eyes?"

No school tomorrow! Yay!

I have to take the A.P exams in May, unfortunately. The first weeks of May are for the exams, and June is for the SATs. Ugh. Not looking forward to that. I also have to go for review. It sucks some serious ass.

"Fuck me. I'm a celebrity. Can't take your eyes off me. I'll make you fuck me just to get somewhere. Lip Gloss and Lollipop; let's rock- I wanna pop. Can't take your eyes off me; I'm all you wanna be!"

So that's it for today. Lol! Those quotes are from different songs I was randomly listening to.

The songs are:
"Starstruck" by Jeffree Star and Danger Radio
"Keeping up with the Joneses" by The Medic Droid
"Knights of Cydonia" by Muse
"Le Disko" by Shiny Toy Guns
"Lollipop Luxury" by Jeffree Star
The title: "Personal Jesus" by Depeche Mode

Lawl. Me. Bitch. Me. Lawl.

Shrew Taming and Vampires

Today is a day for literature. Or reading, whichever you prefer.

Lol! I didn't go to Saturday school, today. Since I've had Finals for the last three days, yesterday being the worst, asking me to wake up early (I've been short on sleep, too), and go to school to study for the SAT is like begging me to commit a violent act of murder.

I decided to not go. It's just safer that way.

Anymoo (Lawl), I woke up late today! Yay! It's been forever since I've done that! Whoooo! I woke up at 11:30!

Yesterday I went on a late-night field trip to the Theatre. My old English teacher (Soon to be current English teacher) gave me a chance to go see "Taming of the Shrew" at A Noise Within theatre in Glendale. I've been to that theatre before, with that same teacher and everything, it's always been pretty cool. At that theatre we've seen Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet (I think), and a handful of other Shakespeare plays.

We had to get to the school by 6:45pm. I got there around that time, and kicked with a friend of mine for awhile. We took a coach to the theatre, which was fucking awesome, instead of an old-ass schoolbus.

The performance itself was pretty good. Well acted, even though I didn't really like the play. It was comical and dramatic, very well acted, in fact.

Today I went to the library, seeing as I haven't gone in weeks. I haven't read anything that wasn't school-related either. It's sucked a lot!

I picked up two new books, teen reads, that I found. The first one is "Ink Exchange" which about tattoos and faeries, written by Melissa Marr. The second, a vampire book, "Blue Bloods" by Melissa De La Cruz. This book is actually pretty good. While it completely bypasses some of the "DUH" vampire myths, such as sunlight and siring, it does pretty good. It focuses alot on the setting and pasts, the people. It's addicting. But it's a good addiction. When I finish reading it, you'll know if it's horrible and addicting, or just addicting.

Lost my willingness to write.

Bye.

Real Vampires Don't Sparkle....Bitch.

This is a really harsh post I wrote when I was angry. I just posted it today. Seriously, if you're easily offended by insults to "Twilight" and the woman who wrote it, don't read it! I would much rather you not comment than get pissed. I hate losing potential people. I'm stil posting it, because its how I feel, but please don't read if you're like a huge Twilight fan.







I don't understand Twilight. Really.

Why would Stephanie Meyer unleash such a horror on the world? I mean, it's horribly written, anti-feminist, and glamorizes an abusive relationship.

The abusive relationship thing. You know what really scares me about this? That the book was aimed toward girls ages 11-15. Yea, this anti-feminist piece of crap was aimed toward little girls. This book, whether intended or not, depicts an abusive relationship. I mean, Edward is watching Bella while she's sleeping, breaks her car so she can't see her best friend, had her kidnapped and baby-sat against her will. All under the guise of "Edward's just protective...".

I heard someone actually say this on Friday. It scares me. Do you really want little girls reading this? I'm just waiting for the fifth book in which Bella find a way to explain her bruises. "Edward's just protective..."

People compare this piece of shit to Harry Potter. What. The. Fuck?

Why?

I mean I was there when Harry Potter mania started. I was already a fan of the series, but still. Harry Potter was a good book. Not literary crap.

I just read this:

Each book in the series was inspired by and loosely based on a different literary classic: Twilight on Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice; New Moon on Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet; Eclipse on Emily Brontë's Wuthering Heights; and Breaking Dawn on a second Shakespeare play, A Midsummer Night's Dream.

-"borrowed" from wikipedia

The bitch just insulted me! I sincerely feel insulted!

How dare they compare "New Moon" to "Romeo and Juliet"! It's bullshit! "A Midsummer Night's Dream", too! WTF?

....

Okay. I'm calm.

Her vampires are glittery crap. I mean, I wouldn't be so opposed to them IF she had done research. She did absolutely no research. I mean who does that?! She hasn't read Dracula, or anyone else's depictions of vampires! Even if she didn't want to read (it might hurt her head!) there's this new thing, they call it the Internet. You go to this site called "Google" you type what you need info on, and presto! You have it. USE IT!

I detest Twilight fans (to which I lovingly refer to as "Twatlighters"). They say they love vampires, but Twilight vampires aren't vampires! Vampires have to:

1. Not sparkle.
2. Have a natural aversion to crosses. It's a must.
3. Have fangs.
4. NOT SPARKLE!!!!
5. Weaknesses, since Steph's vamps could obviously take over the world.
6. ...did I mention CAN'T SPARKLE!!!!

They are "wampires". They're nothing, and a complete and utter brain-fart.

This is it. I'm done trashing Twilight for today. So, all of you "future Mrs. Cullens"....have fun with your abusive husband, mkay?

Thank You, Steph, for unleashing this horrible plague upon the world.

Normalcy and the LAWL penalty! Random....

Today was a weird day. I feel like I should hate it, but I don't.

I woke up early, but was busy watching Saturday morning cartoons. Lol! Haven't done that in....4 years? Yeah, when I discovered Saturdays were for sleeping! Heh.

The damned bus was fucking early. So early, in fact, that i saw it pass by a block away. And another one after that! Aren't I lucky?

Anymoo (heh), I waited until exactly 7:59, in which the bus finally decided to get there. My Saturday class begins at 8. Yes, I know, fun. I got off the bus like at 8:10, and took my like 7 minutes or so to walk, since I have this abnormal amount of stopwalks to go through. THEN, I had to get my book. So I got to class around....8:30ish? Something like that.

I walked in part-way through a practice test. Yay. I had like 6 minutes to write an essay! Whoo. It was like awesomeness. Fun.

So that was a random period of nothingness, in which I got nothing done. Then came nutrition, which is a somewhat ironic since what they give for "food" is probably not nutritious. My friend, Angel, had come in extremely late because of a late show yesterday.

My other friend, didn't go, for the second time. Hey, they're charging her, not me.

So after nutrition, another period of nothingness.

Then came the sweet escape, to quote Gwen Stefani. I ran like I've never ran before. Heh. After putting my book away, I ran to the bus stop, where I waited for like half-an-hour in the sun for the damned bus.

Bus time= 9(nothingness5)

I got off, and walked to the library. I got my book "Dream Warrior", which is this weird mythological, vampirey, romance novel by Sherrilyn Kenyon. While I normally don't like romance novels (I find the sex scenes exhaustively boring, thanks to AB:VH. Lol!), this series is pretty good. Her detail is very good. The couples are a little cliched, but it IS a romance novel. Lol! But it actually had story and plot! Check it out.

I got home, and it was hot as hell. I'm thinking that Satan let out the evil death star (also referred to as "The Sun") a little too much.

I'm guessing that Summer's off to a good start?

Lawl.

Then I came home, and started using the computer. I was talking to Sarah (HI! Moo.) and then did some homework. Or was supposed to. I ended up falling asleep, for like hours. Then I went to go buy my mom some sport drinks, since she's sick, and we're to ghetto to like those weird kid drinks.

Ewwww! Miracle Whip! (Random.)

I also bought soda, which I'm drinking right now.

Hey, what's normal?

Seriously. Because I'm in this ginormous search for "normal". Does it truly exist?

People say I'm weird, but compared to what? Is there really a normal person out there? it's like people say they're are normal, BUT WHAT IS IT? I'm crazy to you, but to me you're crazy. Why? Because you conform to these non-existent "normal" standards.

Food for Thought.

BTW: if you really do find "normal" for me, take a picture! tell me, please! Oh, ever-elusive "normal"! I will find you, even If I have to bust a moby-dick! Bitch.

Random Quote of the Day: "I'm stubborn, not stupid. Though I know a few people whom might argue that." - Anita Blake (Narcissus in Chains)

I totally relate to that! Lol!

You've all been waiting for it! You love it....

Next Post: THE ORIGIN OF "MOO"!

BTW2: You all suck! :P You never read my blog anymore! Comment! I'm a comment whore, and am somewhat insecure! COMMENT! Under the LAWL penalty! Lol! :P (You really don't suck. I was kidding. You don't have to comment. Really.)

"Flat Buns! I like Flat Buns!" Lol! Total randomness!

Ugh. I'm so pissed off. My friend ripped the piece of construction paper I needed for the collage, and I was reacting to type. I was cussing my ass off. 

It's ok, though. I still love her. :)

But then this stupid asshole was talking shit, being generally annoying. I was getting pissed off. It's like they just love getting me pissed off/annoyed. 

It's all fun and games, until I stab someone to death. 

Lol! 

I'm blogging from school, during my Kaplan class. The people didn't come today, so we're doing this college like thing. I'm just blogging and surfing the net. Lol! Since I already registered for the SAT, I'm ok. :)

Am I friendly? 

Lawl. 

Bittersweet Heaven

Dudes. Just watched my first episode of Dollhouse.

It was fucking awesome.

I can't believe I haven't discovered it before today! Its like....AHHH! I mean I always liked Eliza Dushku, I really liked her in the role of Faith, and I saw some of Tru Calling, but this just blew me away! I was like OMG!

All of you, watch this show! I highly recommend it. Very sci-fi, some of Joss Whedon's best work, in my not-so humble opinion.

I'm still waiting on the other Dresden Files books. I'm trying to not skip around a lot, and I think I'm doing a pretty good job of it. It's nothing like the Anita Blake reading fiasco of 06-08. I've only skipped like one book, so I think I'm safe.

And, of course, I'm still patiently waiting for "Skin Trade". I already pre-ordered it from the library. Lol! I only buy paperbacks because I'm poor. :)

My days have been monotonous. It's been like "BLAH!". I really need to pick up my school work, since we're almost off, and I have like two D's. Stupid AP U.S History. Grrrr....

Lawl. I have to do a collage for french class, and I'm totally stressed. Since my teacher is being somewhat of a bitch, I need to paste everything on the poster board over the weekend, and THEN go print out some pictures of me and cin for it. In color and before school. It sucks, since I'm usually in a zombie-like state in the morning.

Ugh.

I also have to do four different projects for A.P English, and study a shit-load for A.P History. It makes my head hurt. Not to mention Decathlon and Geometry. I also have to finish the drawings for the comic I have to do.

It's hard to believe that the school year is almost over. It seems like yesterday that I had just gone into High School as a freshman, with my too-cool attitude and my Teflon shield. I can hardly believe that next year I'm graduating. It's too much.

I feel old. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. I want to become a writer, have my name on those novels you see day-to-day, but what if I don't?

What if I don't make it? What if my writing is only mediocre, and I fail? I don't know what to do. I couldn't handle an office job, or a job where the only thing I ever see are cream-colored walls, and the blaring screen of a computer in front of me.

I believe that I would one day realize what my life had become, and end my own life. And I don't want to do that. I want to be able to do something I love. Not something I hate. Because I do have somewhat suicidal tendencies, possible bi-polar disorder, and I can get pretty drastic.

It scares me.

I don't know what to do. Too many what-ifs. I dislike "what-ifs". I'm going to try for the writing dream, if not...fashion design! Lol! I have a back-up plan. So don't expect to see me in a cramped office anytime soon. :)

Lawl Me. Bitch.

Life and fond memories.....

Ugh.

That sums up today.

I woke up extremely late, at 8:30. Since today was an late Tuesday (we get them sometimes), we go in at 8:50. I live really far away from my school. To the point that I could go to two different schools, instead of the one I'm at now.

But I like my current school 'cause I have all my friends there.

Anyways, I got dressed, did my hair, and got ready in general, in six minutes. I was out the door in eight minutes, give or take a few seconds.

I ran to the bus stop (darn you public transportation system!) and for once, it was on time. I had to run, which was the most exercise I'll probably have in, like a week.

I got there, too tired to even text. Lawl.

Running to school sucks ass. Especially when its fucking hot. I power walked the rest of the way. Lol. I got to school around 8:55ish. Didn't really get there late. My homeroom teacher was later than I was. Heh.

That was the most important thing that happened today. Except for the dirty jokes a few of my buddies were telling in 1st period. But I can't remember them right now. I'll post them later, if I remember them.

So school was a colossal waste of time. Literally. I did absolutely nothing in any class. I just sat there, day-dreaming. Today, I just socialized and hug-molested. Heh.

After school I went to Cin's house. We kicked it, eating Cheetos and ghetto-soda (RC- according to her) and those mini-cracker cheese sandwiches. Lol! We watched and helped the little kids race and play a little. Then we discussed life and general, and a guy she recently met called her, and I randomly interrupted the conversation with my awesome comments! Lol! BTW: What's NOS according to you?

I came back home. On the bus, and there were no random people calling out racism for stupid reasons, such as getting a bus ride for free.

Now I'm here.

I think I've figured out exactly why I want to be a writer. To have my name (pen name) on those books you see day-to-day. (NOT TWATLIGHT!)

Besides that, I think it would be something my dad would have loved. If he were still alive, that is. I think he would have absolutely loved the idea of me writing. It isn't practical, and on one hand I think he would have thought it stupid, but on the other...

He loved to read. It's where I got it from. Because my mom wouldn't read herself out of a wet paper bag. I say wouldn't because she doesn't read for enjoyment. She knits, and watches TV.

A day out for me and my dad would be going to the library. Going there and staying there for like hours. Then walking to the park, and reading there for more hours. We would also be in the room (we had one bedroom back then) and on my parents' bed we would lay side-by-side reading. Him something from Tom Clancy or some kind of fantasy. Me usually Harry Potter or VC Andrews, or one of those Buffy novels.

Those are some of my fondest memories of him....

This trip down memory lane has seriously made me happy, happiest that I've been in weeks.

^_^

Adventures in Cellphone Shopping

Damn. My posts have slowed down a lot. Lol! Shit's been happening.

I was so depressed yesterday. I had though my phone had been broken. I was like.....NO!!! DIE YOU FUCKING WHORE!! DIE!!

But anyways, the music player had been fucked up to the max. It was like...woah. Lol! I couldn't update my phone, and the I started bawling like a fucking kindergartner. I feel stupid. =.=

So while I was being a bitch to everyone around me and on the bus, and basically pacing like a caged tiger, my mom had the idea to go get me a cellphone plan, like regular people. I currently have a pre-paid plan, which charges me a dollar everyday for unlimited text. Which I totally need.

So anyways, my mom goes off to church, and I'm like 'We're poor! We can't afford a plan!'. But I thought my phone was fucked up, so I started asking my people. I found out that Metro PieceofShit really and truly sucks ass, while charging you full price for a phone, while T-Mobile didn't. I was like, T-Mobile! Ahhhh!!

I met my mom, and off we went. The Metro store had been closed, so I was like...it sucked anyways. We went to T-Mobile, and I was moving things around, with budgets and money in my head. My mom says no. I like....BUT MOM!

We leave. So I tell her "Mom, everything else is too expensive. Let's just go home."

We ended up at AT&T. Why? I have no idea. I knew it was expensive, told my mom that. She didn't listen. I was right. Always am. The cheapest plan there cost 10 dollars more that the T-Mobile one, which had Unlimited Text and Mobile2Mobile.

We ended up going to two different cellphone stores, while I told my mom, that I just wanted to go home. Every one, gave us, as the cheapest plan, the same T-Mobile plan we had gotten at the T-Mobile place.

After a while, it was just like looking at things I want, but can't have. I was like someone giving you a pot of money, then just saying 'HA! Just Kidding!'. It's cruel. I was emo and wanting to cry at the end. And I don't even cry over shit like that. My mom thought I was mad, cuz I kept telling her to forget it and go home.

It sucked. But at least I got subway. Fresh eating.

THEN! I just started randomly deleting shit on my phone, and all of a sudden, the music player works. Perfectly.

WTF?

Anyhow, I went to school today. I was extremely annoyed at a friend of mine. She was being a bitch. I mean, I'm okay with being punched, but after a while it's annoying! But she was sick, so I cut her some slack. I'm gonna fucking molest her tomorrow, though.

Non-sexually, I mean.

I got home, and I started helping my mom, who was possessed by the cleaning fairy. That's never fun. We cleaned my room, like woah! We moved my bed around, and everything. Changed light bulbs, and opened windows, that have not been opened for months. Practically a year. I like it, even if my bed interferes with my typing.

I'm in pain. From playing Air Hockey. Don't know how that happened, exactly. Soreness, sucks.

That's it for today.

Lawl.

Techno and cotton candy! Lawl me! Bitch.

No Quote Today.

Instead a list of recommended reading:

Inherit the Wind - Anti-bible. I like it. :)

Anita Blake - Read it! I COMMAND IT!!

The Dresden Files - See above.

Daughter of Fortune - You'll like it.

Air Hockey Champion! OR The best Saturday EVER! + Random Hug-Molestation!

Today was like one of the best days.....ever.

I went to my Saturday class, like every other Saturday, and it was boring. Especially the math practice part. We're preparing for the SAT and the math part just completely lost me. I would have made good use of a road map! LOL!

Like around 11 Mecha Jesus texted me. I was like....WTF?

I'm having a party! Be here or die. Later today!

Safe to say I was there. Lol! I had to mess with today's schedule, but yeah I went. And it was fucking awesome! Lawl! I really got to know people, her little sister, some of her friends, and her boyfriend - who took a 8 hour bus/train ride from up north to visit her! It was cool. Various people got hug molested, hell...pretty much everyone did.

I got like two different phone numbers, got to meet some of her family, and hug-molested a few people. I was like randomly guessing the songs from the Panic! At the Disco CD she had on. I got some of them right. I Lawled my ass off, and we made plans to write a weird vampire-lust story, in which I'm thinking about. Lol!

I didn't want to leave. I really didn't.

But I did. After more hug-molestation, I was texting/calling my friend, who was supposed to pick me up to go to the fair with her and her sister-in-law's sister.

They did pick me up, after I ran to where I told them to meet me. I got there in 6 minutes, which was pretty good, for lazy-ass extraordinaire! LOL!

I met hugness' sister-in-law's sister, who was pretty cool. We hit it off, and we were just laughing our asses off. It was fun.

We walked around the fair, shopping. How ghetto is that? Lmao! I bought some gloves, they bought nothing. We ended up going to Starbucks (YAY!) in which hugness bought me a Caramel frapp. I finished it quick! I was also the only one to really finish it. Lol!

We walked around, looking at stuff. We watched people try that hammer measurement thing, where you have to hit the little beam and see how strong you are. It was pretty cool.

I got kinda pissed off, though, cuz there was this really short man, like 4-something, walking by. Some guys were fucking talking shit. Not to him in his face, but shit nonetheless. I got pissed off, and said really loud "That's fucked up!" One of the guts heard me, I guess. He kept looking at me, and I just looked straight, since the last thing I want is shit with a "wangsta".

We ended up playing rock-paper-scissors for where we would go to eat. This was like at nine? Anyways, we ended up playing like 8 games, so we just voted. Everyone wanted Tommy's so we walked.

They wanted to rest, so we did. We also went into an arcade (really dirty) and we were watching people play DDR, and we were gonna play pool, but ended up at the Air Hockey table.

They both played, and my bestie won, so I played her. Then I won, and I was like WHOOO! Lol! Then I played LD (that's the sister) and I won....sorta.

The time ran out, and we were both tied, but we kept playing. It was fun. Lol! ;P

Champion! WHOOOOO!

It was like 10 by this time. We kept walking to Tommy's cracking up! along the way. It was so much fun!

We finally got to Tommy's in which we ordered food, and we started randomly taking pictures. We would snark about the people on the street, and people looking out the window. We also randomly made fun of hookers. It was funny! There was this one in a gold "skirt" (more like a belt) and I was like....woah. Then these guys from the window, were all crowding to try to see her.

I was fucking hyper!

We made random hooker jokes, and LD took a picture of a transvestite (or what we believe to be one). Hugness' dad picked us up, and I got taken home. Like at 11:20ish. I was surprised my mom was freaking out! Lol! She cares a lot....

But yeah. Tomorrow I'm going to my grandpa's house. See how he is. Then were busting the Arcade again, this time earlier, with Purell, and without people with staring problems.

BTW: This guy was straight out pissing on the sidewalk. On a pole, just randomly moving from pole to pole to corner. Lol! I was like....What. The. Fuck?

Lol!

Black Roses and Black Ribbons! Lol!


Random Quote of the Day:

"Lawl."

"No more 'Lawl' from you." - Me and C-S (Mecha Jesus' BF)

I always feel like... somebody's watching me! Lol!

OMG.

I'm at school right now. I'm blogging from school. This is very weird.

I haven't used my computer since two days ago because if that stupid Conficker virus. I get extremely paranoid with viruses, so until I get over it, I'm blogging from school. I think I'll be back by the weekend. Lol!

My friend is getting a blog, right next to me. Lol! I'm going to make her comment mine! Nothing like forced comments! Lol!

I just like ate a complete bag of cherry flavored fruity snacks. So I'm extremely hyper! Lol! We had testing today, and that completely sucked, but its okay. I like zoned out for an hour, and randomly guessed in the rest of the questions.

I have a fucking D in my french class. While It is somewhat my fault, this stupid little retarded ninth grader through away one of my assignments! I'm like so fucking pissed! I want blood!!!

I bought a shit-load of cashews yesterday. I ate alot of them too. Lol! I love cashews....

I spent the majority of the afternoon, yesterday, arguing with my cousin about what literature is. He's stupid. Lol! Jk. :p

Anyways, I just came from reading "Inherit the Wind" in which I am the voice of Henry Drummond. I like this. It's very anti-bible. And I guess I am too.

I'm stopping now. I need to comfort my friend, because I love her. Fucking Drama.

See ya.

Sprinkles and Silver Chains! Lol!

Chocolate Cups of Morphine...

The weekend wasn't as horrible as it could have been.

Yesterday, I went to school, I was almost late, thanks to the lame-ass public transportation system (a.k.a the Bus). It was taking forever, and it didn't get there until 7:49, and I had to be at school by 7:50 , in order to not be late.

The people from kaplan finally came, it was alright. I was supposed to go to another classroom, apart from my friend, and I didn't want to, so I pretended to "not know I was supposed to go to another room!" Lol!

They didn't take roll, so I guess I'm safe? I don't know....

We also got these really expensive Kaplan SAT prep books, and we were like wtf? According to the vice-principal they're worth over 500 dollars, which seems kinda steep for me, since the test is less expensive. :)

It was a plastic wrapped package, it came with four practice tests, a lesson book, a handbook, and a packet of flash/note cards for us to write stuff on.

Ah! I finally began to open my window, which I previously kept closed because of the evil black spiders that want to eat me, and my room is fresh again! Lol!

I can breathe! LMAO!

Before it was all stuffy, kinda like a cave, only less darkness, and now the air lives!!! The air is passing through my room.... I'm happy.

I wanted to go to cincin's house, but she went somewhere and I was like like....T.T

But its ok. I talked to her, she was doing something...Lol!

Today I went to my grandpa's house, which was a mission in itself. My and my mom had to take two different buses, walk and finally - get there all tired.

I found my uncle watching Twilight (the movie) and I was like.....ugh. It could have been worse....He COULD have been reading the book. Lol!

My mom, my grandpa, and my uncle played cards, while I went to explore the swap meet, and found absolutely nothing. But then again I wasn't really looking.

Then I went back, my uncle cracked almost every single joint in my body, and off we went. Into the sunset. Or rise, since it was 1:40 in the afternoon.

We went to the nutrologist, a really cool doctor/professor, in which we caught up with what had been going on recently. I told about my school work, that horrible SAT, my writing, and my traumatizing experience with the mugger. We learned some more about what's good for us, and watched this weird 80's video about AIDS, which was kinda funny, if you count their wacky clothes and weird words funny. Then we ate little, tiny oranges and randomly drank water, while I played with my food and made artistic orange sculptures. I made a crab and a butterfly. I would upload the pics, but I have no idea how...I'll figure it out later and post them. Heh.

After that, we went to Mickey D's, whoch I figure was pretty counter-productive since we had just come from the nutrologist, but we were hungry...so we went. I gorged myself on fries and barbecue sauce (don't judge me!!!) and drank soda. I love soda....

Anyways, we came back, my phone was dying, and I NEED my music! So I put it the song it was playing on repeat, and locked it. I think the song was Cupcakes taste like Violence.....maybe that's why I put that title. Lol!

We walked, I lent my mother six dollars for lottery scratcher addiction (they call me an enabler- I feel special ^_^), and we went to the bus stop. We were originally supposed to walk home, but the bus was coming, and my mom was all like...let's take it. I nodded along, lost in worlds of faeries and vampires, with werewolves randomly sprinkled it.

I got on the bus, and I felt imprisoned. The was little to no room, everyone was annoying me, and people looked at me when I complained. The bus was crawling by, so slow! I could have walked faster! Meanwhile, my phone was slowly dying.....

We got home, and my phone didn't die, but I did listen to the same song about twenty times. I let my phone charge, and read "Blood Rites", by Jim Butcher.

I really like it, btw. Although the White Court vampires sound alot like LKH's Belle Morte's bloodline (Beautiful Death), he spun it around really good. So good in fact, I couldn't even call out -shenanigans!- to the vampire thing. That is the good kind of plagiarism, boys and girls, the kind when it's so good, accusing them of it seems like a waste of time. But then again the plagiarism might be the other way around....not sure. Need to check dates.

So it charged, and off I went, to but my prepaid T-mobile card! And buy it I did. I came back, jamming to Starstruck (my new song), and went to go buy my bus pass, and found out it was going to be changed to TAP. Which I find completely idiotic because it affects me too much. Grrr.....

I got back, ate, read some more, took a shower, and now I'm here. :)

Tomorrow is my friend's birthday. Happy Birthday Mecha Jesus! If she's reading this it probably meant i finally forced her, under the LAWL penalty to look at my blog. Since it's her birthday, I'm buying her Starbucks! 'Cause I love her! LOL!

But if she skips out on me, I'll kill her. And I'll give away her starbucks, and never buy her any again!! Buahahahahaha! Lawl.

I just finished eating one of Mickey D's hot Apple Pies, which i loved, and I couldn't be happier. Nah, that's bullshit. I could be happier.

Apples and Skittles! Lol!

Random Quote of the Day: "Sprinkles everywhere; candy hearts and bruises! 31 flavors! Which one are you choosin?" -Jeffree Star(Cupcakes Taste Like Violence) Stupid song....Lol!

What Would You Do For A Klondike Bar?

I would! I would.....whore myself out.

Ok, no I wouldn't. But the shameless way I'm molested in my high school's hallway should earn me a damn klondike bar! But where is it! Grrrr....

...Now I want a klondike bar.

My school's hallways are so crowded that you could get violated so badly and you wouldn't even know it. If you drop something in the middle of the crowd - kiss it goodbye. It's gone. Pulverized by people's tandem walking and heavy biker boots. Which I totally want a pair, BTW.

I broke my detachable angel wings. The fell in the hallway. So now I have to by a new pain on eBay to continue this charade of innocence. :) I'm so virginal....Heh.

Lol! That's a joke I tell my friend randomly, because she says I'm too innocent to listen to techno/sex/fuck songs. I say...Bullcrap!

Mecha Jesus! Lawl Me! .................Bitch.

I have to go read the about wrathful grapes (aka look it up on Spark!Notes), and sleep. A lot. I don't want to have to kill anyone tomorrow. Heh.

I wanna dye my hair a random bright color. Like a color that completely disregards my skin tone. Like Blood Red! Or Green! Or crimson! Or Blond......nah. Blue! Clear! Whoo!

What would you do for a Klondike bar?

Soda-rush. Sugar!! Love you!

I'm so Awesome I Leave you Starstruck! LOL!

Today was not a completely horrible day. First off, I was unable to go to my grandpa's house today, since it was cloudy and very windy. I just love days like this, since I live in California and we usually get sun like...always. I couldn't get out much since I'm like almost getting sick, so its a bad idea, especially when I need to pay more attention in school, so I don't fail horribly.

But then, around 12 o'clock, my ear phones broke.

Most are you are like...so what?

Well, earphones for me are like air. I need music always, or I die a little inside. Since I can't listen through just one ear (I'm spoiled like that) I needed new ear phones. Well anyways, if I don;t have earphones, I'm unhappy. And when I'm unhappy, I try my best to make everyone else unhappy, too! Aren't I so nice? :)

But today wasn't so bad. I went to get some new ones, which I found hiding behind some really expensive ones (I'm poor), and bought them. now it means no starbucks for friday, but that's okay with me. It may not be okay with other people. Read: Unhappy.

Ugh. Yesterday I got burned. And it hurt, alot! My (best)friend was doing my other best friend's hair for Jr. Ball (which is like Prom for us Juniors), and she was curling it. I was randomly stealing music from my hugness (the one doing the hair styling), and she had forgot to unplug the curling iron. She left it in front of me, and I was reaching for the mouse, and my forearm bumped it. It Hurt!

Well anyways, i was in pain for the next half hour, until my friend's sister in law came to fix my other friend's bangs (I have no idea what was wrong with them), and I asked her. She said, Oh! Toothpaste. She got some, put it on my burn, and thus, she became awesome. As I told her various times.

And I'm kinda annoyed at my friend's laughing, and not helping, but I love them, so....I won't kill them :) You know I love you, hugness! You too, cupcake! (I have no idea why I call them that....heh.)

Now I'm just worried that'll scar. Will it? It's all brown/purple/pink and it has a little blister-like thing in the middle. I think it peeled the skin. Does anyone know? 'Cause I have this thing about noticeable scars, they fascinate me and annoy me. Lol!

Today I spent exactly 109 minutes and 13 seconds talking to Ochoa, 'Cause I was bored. We had this weird conversation about shirtless people, hip-hop, Jeffree Star, random shirtless people, academic decathlon, sexy harems, her becoming the first latino-female president if she gets into Harvard, porn-watching (she does! Lol!), college, Silversun Pickups, and her future man-bitch, which she will keep in her basement. Ooh! And Shiny Nipples! LMFAO! (Inside Joke.)

Cougars! Lawl.

Right now, I'm summoning up the courage to begin my decathlon homework, which involves reading "The Tale of Two Cities". I really don't want to. Please don't make me.

I'm so annoyed at my school right now. I'm like pissed off, and am preparing my thoughts for tomorrow, in which I will tell them all off. They keep calling my house, telling me I have uncleared absences, which is complete bullshit. I have never been absent, except for field trips which are excused (btw), and I should know! I wake my ass up every. single. day. to walk/drive to that prison, for them to tell me I have uncleared absences. If anything they should congratulate me on my perfect attendance! 'Cause I should have it! Grrr...

They're making us go to this stupid-ass meeting with our parents or they send us to court. They're just pissed they aren't getting all the money they should be getting! Ugh! They want to charge us that fucking money! OMG! I'm going to go OFF on them tomorrow! Did you know that prisons have better food than us? They make us wear IDs hanging by our neck like we're prisoners! The school is surrounded by bars, and we have barred windows! All we need is uniforms and barbed wire and its a prison! They already want to give us uniform next year! If they do....I'm protesting. They can't do shit to me! They can't fucking touch me!

But yeah, that just fucking pisses me off!! GRRR! AND! They're making me miss decathlon. I have to go really quickly to turn the work, and tell the teacher! Fucking school..... they're all stupid! Its like they all share the same cracked out brain cell!

Anyways, I still need to do homework. I don't want to.

Today, I finished "Death Masks" by Jim Butcher. It's the fifth book in The Dresden Files, which I really like now. I need to read third, though. I really don't want to have to skip around, like I did with Anita Blake.

It was very good, although I would have liked to know more about Marcone and the shroud thing. Did it work, I wonder...

Right now I'm like FanBoy! about Anita Blake. I still can't wait for "Skin Trade"! OMG!

On friday I gave my English teacher (Happy Birthday, Miss!) one of my stories for her to criticize and red-mark to her hearts content. I hope it's good though. Because I want to become a writer, and the last thing I want to write is another "Tw[at]light". Because if I did, I would have to do the noble thing and end my own life.

Lol! jk. I wouldn't write another Twatlight!

There's this new song I really like. I found yesterday while freeloading songs. It's called "Starstruck" by Jeffree Star and Danger Radio. I really like it. For those that like techno-electronica (kinda) songs, check it out. I don't have a link, though.

Well that's it for today. I have to go do homework.....ugh. Shoot me now, please.

Techno and Lollipops! LMAO!

Random Quote of the Day: "How do you sound so neutral, utterly neutral, yet somehow you manage to say 'go to hell' with a smile and a neutral word." - Queen Andais (Merry Gentry)