Okay, first of all, Twilight sucks. Twilight sucks a lot. And I HATE the fucking Twatlighters!
Not to say that all Twilight fans are Twatlighters. Those that liked it before people began all this “OMG!TWILIGHT!” shit, are perfectly fine. You’re the original Twilight fans. You just have bad taste, is all. 'Cause Twilight is crap.
What are Twatlighters, you ask?
Well let me enlighten you.
Twatlighters: (tuh∙waht∙lie∙turrs) People (occasionally) who have a weird fan girl/boy affair with that piece of literary crap known as Twilight. Recognizable by the “Twilight” paraphernalia they shamelessly whore out, and their “I kissed a vampire, and I liked it” T-shirts. They whorishly proclaim to “<3 vampires!” and are noticeable by their soulless appearance. Have severe reactions to real literature and build “Twilight Book Clubs” in whatever poor community they chose to nest in.
So this was inspired by the fact that there is a Twatlighter breeding ground on my high school campus. May the vampire gods have mercy on us all. ;)
This is what I personally call them. It probably means something else on the 'net, but I like it too much.
Nevertheless, I hate it. It’s horrible. The books, the characters, and especially the author! OMG! Is it too much to ask that horrible books don’t become all famous! Seriously!? What the fuck is wrong with people!
The plot is like….Bleh! That’s all there is to say. It sucks. It’s like she’s randomly collecting plot ideas and smashing them all into one, trying to connect them.
The writing. It looks like she was writing a sentence and then re-writing it again to sound smart! It’s like what I used to do in 8th grade to make my essays longer!
This brings me to the second half of my Anti-Twatlighter bitch fit. (‘Cause lets face it. That’s what it is.)
The Reasons Why Twilight is Horrible Literature (if it can even be called that):
1. Bella: Whiny little bitch. That’s all there is to say. She falls in love with an abusive, old-fashioned, “wampire”. The guy is practically stalking her, and she falls in love with him. WTF!?
Btw: She has severe Daddy Issues.
2. Edward: Stupid “wampire”. Die! Die! Die!
Well that’s over. But yeah, he’s an incubus? This is a question as I stopped reading the series before I decided to commit suicide. But still, an incubus? This is why he got Bitcha pregnant? How the fuck does that work!? He’s a virgin! (Totally unbelievable by the way! 108 years old and a virgin? No way.) Incubi and Succubi are sexual creatures! It’s a mythological “fact”! Beside the Incubus thing is like a rip-off from Anita Blake (Belle Morte and Jean-Claude) and the Dresden Files (the White Court Vampires)! Totally unoriginal! And besides, it’s not even done right!
He’s also an abusive asshole with control issues.
Edward also reminds me of Richard from AB: VH, only I like Richard more, and that says something since I detest Richard! He’s also very Angel-like (Buffy: the Vampire Slayer). I mean, he is somewhat of a pedophile. She’s 18, and he’s what? Over a century old! Its very ewwww…..
Although, I’ll admit, it is somewhat hypocritical of me. But I have to add, to try to save my own ass, Bella was still a teenager!
He’s a pederast. Face it.
3. Originality: As I mentioned before, not very original. I mean the incubus thing is passable if she hadn’t done such a crappy job of adding it. Better people have done it. The premise is practically the same as “Vampire Kisses”! Which, btw, is a series I personally didn’t like, but it was pretty good.
The whole “abnormally beautiful vampires” has been done, too. What is up with that “shimmering like a million diamonds” shit!? If they’re the “perfect predators” wouldn’t sparkling in the sunlight kind of give them away? Very sloppy, didn’t connect any of the “wampires” traits to the main idea.
I can totally see Edward causing a major car pile-up because of his damn pedophilic sparkling.
4: Jacob: The only somewhat likable character goes bi-polar and his personality does like a complete 360.
He forces a kiss on Bella, in which she magically finds out she is love with him, too! OMFG! I mean she knew she was in love with that Jean-Claude-wannabe after REALLY talking to him for a handful of times, and she couldn’t tell a simple case of puppy love towards her best friend until he had to force a kiss on her?! What kind of cracked out logic is Meyer using?!
That’s not all, either! In “Breaking Dawn” he becomes a pedophile by “imprinting” on the “miracle child” who ages at an advanced level, but yet is mentally like a toddler!! WTF?! Baby-rapist! Also, back to the originality thing, fast aged vampire baby? Three words for you….Connor from Angel! Worse, he does it right after she’s born! That’s like mega-pedophile.
5. Meyer: She’s smoking crack. I detest her.
She did absolutely no research on vampires before writing that pieces of literary crap. I mean, COME ON! It’s one thing to be original, and fictionalize what you write, but don’t just randomly make things up!
Her whole series was like a four-“book” wet dream!
And her interviews make her sound retarded. No offense to mentally retarded people, didn’t mean to associate her with you.
She hasn’t read “Dracula”. There’s a reason why I’m looking for a cheap copy of it. To own. Because I want to write vampire novels.
If you plan to write about vampires…you NEED to read “Dracula”. No “ands”, “ifs, or “buts”.
A very good post on Stephanie Meyer. Courtesy of Enjoy_Every_Sandwich:
http://frogbitesays.blogspot.com/2009/03/cracked-out-things-stephenie-meyer-has.html
6. OMG!TWILIGHT!SQUEEEEEE!
No. Just no.
This is a really personal reason, but I’m putting it in here anyways.
I tell someone that I like vampires, and what do they say?
“Have you read Twilight?”
No Comment. Because if I start now, I’ll never stop.
7. Anti-feminism
I maybe male, but I am a feminist. I grew up with very strong female personalities (my mother and her sisters) and I like that in a woman. That they’re independent, and smart. To me, having females all subservient takes out the fun of humans being divided into sexes. It’s also the reason I have so many “take-charge” female friends, and get along with them, immensely.
Twatlight literally set back feminism a few hundred years.
The morale of the stories (the one I got anyways): It’s okay if he loves you.
I mean, Edward puts Bella through so much shit, and she just stays there and takes it. Like a good girl. (I roll my eyes and say this sarcastically.)
He leaves her, which in the first place says “I don’t love you”, and then tries to kill himself to be with her. Or to get away from the pain he’s feeling. Either way he’s a coward.
He comes back, and breaks her car so that she can’t see her best friend. Breaks her car. If you find this romantic you must be on some serious medication.
He bribes his sister to keep an eye on her. That alone is just weird.
Bella lives to serve Edward. Or whatever other random man around. Maybe not just men, she’s just randomly submissive. It could be either.
But it still sucks.
There. All of my reasons for hating Twilight.
Anyone want to contradict me? Looking forward to it.
Lol!
Again, by this I don't mean to offend people, but its true. You don't like it? Well, tough.
Sorry. :)
BTW: This is just an Anti-Twatlight bitch-fit. I actually plan on writing an essay on why its so bad! I just don't have the time.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Let's get something straight....
I'm usually a nice person.
Usually. I have my bi-polar moments, and those times when I'll yell at you, just because I want to. But I don't mean it. I still love you. I may be a little conceited, and somewhat of a prima donna (other people's words, Lol!) but I will never abandon my people.
My friends mean a lot to me. A lot. When I was younger I had absolutely no friends. What little friends I had, I treated like crap. I eventually got out of that, and now I have a lot of them. They're my people, and I fucking love them. I see myself as a very sociable person when the mood strikes me. I like meeting new people, it's fun. :)
Saying that, I hate when others attack my friends for no reason.
Only I get to do that. ;)
I detest it. I won't stand for it. You don't verbally attack or slander my people, or those who won't stand up for themselves, in front of me. I won't stand for it. Too many years of being the victim in a lot of childhood cruelties, sometimes I would instigate them toward others, have made me protective. I don't like it, and I won't stand for it.
I also hate when people start talking shit for no random reason, or when "friends" stop talking to you for usually retarded reasons.
I make friends for life. I become your friend, and I will probably always be there, unless, of course, you do something extremely retarded.
I have had the "backstabb-y" kind of friends, and its not a pleasant feeling. You have to be careful of what you tell them, lest they turn around and gossip about everything you tell them. I used to be a loner, and I used to pretend I was okay with that. I wasn't; I just made myself believe I was.
I was picked on a lot. It wasn't fun. Some of it was playful teasing (from those I truly counted as somewhat decent people) and some of it wasn't. I won't go into detail, because I have no desire to relive those memories.
In a way, I believe it was karma, for the way I treated some of my real friends. I'm over it now. I have my people, who have my back, and no way in hell will I ever not have theirs.
Just had to let this out.
I also posted it on the little side thing of my blog. :)
Usually. I have my bi-polar moments, and those times when I'll yell at you, just because I want to. But I don't mean it. I still love you. I may be a little conceited, and somewhat of a prima donna (other people's words, Lol!) but I will never abandon my people.
My friends mean a lot to me. A lot. When I was younger I had absolutely no friends. What little friends I had, I treated like crap. I eventually got out of that, and now I have a lot of them. They're my people, and I fucking love them. I see myself as a very sociable person when the mood strikes me. I like meeting new people, it's fun. :)
Saying that, I hate when others attack my friends for no reason.
Only I get to do that. ;)
I detest it. I won't stand for it. You don't verbally attack or slander my people, or those who won't stand up for themselves, in front of me. I won't stand for it. Too many years of being the victim in a lot of childhood cruelties, sometimes I would instigate them toward others, have made me protective. I don't like it, and I won't stand for it.
I also hate when people start talking shit for no random reason, or when "friends" stop talking to you for usually retarded reasons.
I make friends for life. I become your friend, and I will probably always be there, unless, of course, you do something extremely retarded.
I have had the "backstabb-y" kind of friends, and its not a pleasant feeling. You have to be careful of what you tell them, lest they turn around and gossip about everything you tell them. I used to be a loner, and I used to pretend I was okay with that. I wasn't; I just made myself believe I was.
I was picked on a lot. It wasn't fun. Some of it was playful teasing (from those I truly counted as somewhat decent people) and some of it wasn't. I won't go into detail, because I have no desire to relive those memories.
In a way, I believe it was karma, for the way I treated some of my real friends. I'm over it now. I have my people, who have my back, and no way in hell will I ever not have theirs.
Just had to let this out.
I also posted it on the little side thing of my blog. :)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Chocolate Cups of Morphine...
The weekend wasn't as horrible as it could have been.
Yesterday, I went to school, I was almost late, thanks to the lame-ass public transportation system (a.k.a the Bus). It was taking forever, and it didn't get there until 7:49, and I had to be at school by 7:50 , in order to not be late.
The people from kaplan finally came, it was alright. I was supposed to go to another classroom, apart from my friend, and I didn't want to, so I pretended to "not know I was supposed to go to another room!" Lol!
They didn't take roll, so I guess I'm safe? I don't know....
We also got these really expensive Kaplan SAT prep books, and we were like wtf? According to the vice-principal they're worth over 500 dollars, which seems kinda steep for me, since the test is less expensive. :)
It was a plastic wrapped package, it came with four practice tests, a lesson book, a handbook, and a packet of flash/note cards for us to write stuff on.
Ah! I finally began to open my window, which I previously kept closed because of the evil black spiders that want to eat me, and my room is fresh again! Lol!
I can breathe! LMAO!
Before it was all stuffy, kinda like a cave, only less darkness, and now the air lives!!! The air is passing through my room.... I'm happy.
I wanted to go to cincin's house, but she went somewhere and I was like like....T.T
But its ok. I talked to her, she was doing something...Lol!
Today I went to my grandpa's house, which was a mission in itself. My and my mom had to take two different buses, walk and finally - get there all tired.
I found my uncle watching Twilight (the movie) and I was like.....ugh. It could have been worse....He COULD have been reading the book. Lol!
My mom, my grandpa, and my uncle played cards, while I went to explore the swap meet, and found absolutely nothing. But then again I wasn't really looking.
Then I went back, my uncle cracked almost every single joint in my body, and off we went. Into the sunset. Or rise, since it was 1:40 in the afternoon.
We went to the nutrologist, a really cool doctor/professor, in which we caught up with what had been going on recently. I told about my school work, that horrible SAT, my writing, and my traumatizing experience with the mugger. We learned some more about what's good for us, and watched this weird 80's video about AIDS, which was kinda funny, if you count their wacky clothes and weird words funny. Then we ate little, tiny oranges and randomly drank water, while I played with my food and made artistic orange sculptures. I made a crab and a butterfly. I would upload the pics, but I have no idea how...I'll figure it out later and post them. Heh.
After that, we went to Mickey D's, whoch I figure was pretty counter-productive since we had just come from the nutrologist, but we were hungry...so we went. I gorged myself on fries and barbecue sauce (don't judge me!!!) and drank soda. I love soda....
Anyways, we came back, my phone was dying, and I NEED my music! So I put it the song it was playing on repeat, and locked it. I think the song was Cupcakes taste like Violence.....maybe that's why I put that title. Lol!
We walked, I lent my mother six dollars for lottery scratcher addiction (they call me an enabler- I feel special ^_^), and we went to the bus stop. We were originally supposed to walk home, but the bus was coming, and my mom was all like...let's take it. I nodded along, lost in worlds of faeries and vampires, with werewolves randomly sprinkled it.
I got on the bus, and I felt imprisoned. The was little to no room, everyone was annoying me, and people looked at me when I complained. The bus was crawling by, so slow! I could have walked faster! Meanwhile, my phone was slowly dying.....
We got home, and my phone didn't die, but I did listen to the same song about twenty times. I let my phone charge, and read "Blood Rites", by Jim Butcher.
I really like it, btw. Although the White Court vampires sound alot like LKH's Belle Morte's bloodline (Beautiful Death), he spun it around really good. So good in fact, I couldn't even call out -shenanigans!- to the vampire thing. That is the good kind of plagiarism, boys and girls, the kind when it's so good, accusing them of it seems like a waste of time. But then again the plagiarism might be the other way around....not sure. Need to check dates.
So it charged, and off I went, to but my prepaid T-mobile card! And buy it I did. I came back, jamming to Starstruck (my new song), and went to go buy my bus pass, and found out it was going to be changed to TAP. Which I find completely idiotic because it affects me too much. Grrr.....
I got back, ate, read some more, took a shower, and now I'm here. :)
Tomorrow is my friend's birthday. Happy Birthday Mecha Jesus! If she's reading this it probably meant i finally forced her, under the LAWL penalty to look at my blog. Since it's her birthday, I'm buying her Starbucks! 'Cause I love her! LOL!
But if she skips out on me, I'll kill her. And I'll give away her starbucks, and never buy her any again!! Buahahahahaha! Lawl.
I just finished eating one of Mickey D's hot Apple Pies, which i loved, and I couldn't be happier. Nah, that's bullshit. I could be happier.
Apples and Skittles! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "Sprinkles everywhere; candy hearts and bruises! 31 flavors! Which one are you choosin?" -Jeffree Star(Cupcakes Taste Like Violence) Stupid song....Lol!
Yesterday, I went to school, I was almost late, thanks to the lame-ass public transportation system (a.k.a the Bus). It was taking forever, and it didn't get there until 7:49, and I had to be at school by 7:50 , in order to not be late.
The people from kaplan finally came, it was alright. I was supposed to go to another classroom, apart from my friend, and I didn't want to, so I pretended to "not know I was supposed to go to another room!" Lol!
They didn't take roll, so I guess I'm safe? I don't know....
We also got these really expensive Kaplan SAT prep books, and we were like wtf? According to the vice-principal they're worth over 500 dollars, which seems kinda steep for me, since the test is less expensive. :)
It was a plastic wrapped package, it came with four practice tests, a lesson book, a handbook, and a packet of flash/note cards for us to write stuff on.
Ah! I finally began to open my window, which I previously kept closed because of the evil black spiders that want to eat me, and my room is fresh again! Lol!
I can breathe! LMAO!
Before it was all stuffy, kinda like a cave, only less darkness, and now the air lives!!! The air is passing through my room.... I'm happy.
I wanted to go to cincin's house, but she went somewhere and I was like like....T.T
But its ok. I talked to her, she was doing something...Lol!
Today I went to my grandpa's house, which was a mission in itself. My and my mom had to take two different buses, walk and finally - get there all tired.
I found my uncle watching Twilight (the movie) and I was like.....ugh. It could have been worse....He COULD have been reading the book. Lol!
My mom, my grandpa, and my uncle played cards, while I went to explore the swap meet, and found absolutely nothing. But then again I wasn't really looking.
Then I went back, my uncle cracked almost every single joint in my body, and off we went. Into the sunset. Or rise, since it was 1:40 in the afternoon.
We went to the nutrologist, a really cool doctor/professor, in which we caught up with what had been going on recently. I told about my school work, that horrible SAT, my writing, and my traumatizing experience with the mugger. We learned some more about what's good for us, and watched this weird 80's video about AIDS, which was kinda funny, if you count their wacky clothes and weird words funny. Then we ate little, tiny oranges and randomly drank water, while I played with my food and made artistic orange sculptures. I made a crab and a butterfly. I would upload the pics, but I have no idea how...I'll figure it out later and post them. Heh.
After that, we went to Mickey D's, whoch I figure was pretty counter-productive since we had just come from the nutrologist, but we were hungry...so we went. I gorged myself on fries and barbecue sauce (don't judge me!!!) and drank soda. I love soda....
Anyways, we came back, my phone was dying, and I NEED my music! So I put it the song it was playing on repeat, and locked it. I think the song was Cupcakes taste like Violence.....maybe that's why I put that title. Lol!
We walked, I lent my mother six dollars for lottery scratcher addiction (they call me an enabler- I feel special ^_^), and we went to the bus stop. We were originally supposed to walk home, but the bus was coming, and my mom was all like...let's take it. I nodded along, lost in worlds of faeries and vampires, with werewolves randomly sprinkled it.
I got on the bus, and I felt imprisoned. The was little to no room, everyone was annoying me, and people looked at me when I complained. The bus was crawling by, so slow! I could have walked faster! Meanwhile, my phone was slowly dying.....
We got home, and my phone didn't die, but I did listen to the same song about twenty times. I let my phone charge, and read "Blood Rites", by Jim Butcher.
I really like it, btw. Although the White Court vampires sound alot like LKH's Belle Morte's bloodline (Beautiful Death), he spun it around really good. So good in fact, I couldn't even call out -shenanigans!- to the vampire thing. That is the good kind of plagiarism, boys and girls, the kind when it's so good, accusing them of it seems like a waste of time. But then again the plagiarism might be the other way around....not sure. Need to check dates.
So it charged, and off I went, to but my prepaid T-mobile card! And buy it I did. I came back, jamming to Starstruck (my new song), and went to go buy my bus pass, and found out it was going to be changed to TAP. Which I find completely idiotic because it affects me too much. Grrr.....
I got back, ate, read some more, took a shower, and now I'm here. :)
Tomorrow is my friend's birthday. Happy Birthday Mecha Jesus! If she's reading this it probably meant i finally forced her, under the LAWL penalty to look at my blog. Since it's her birthday, I'm buying her Starbucks! 'Cause I love her! LOL!
But if she skips out on me, I'll kill her. And I'll give away her starbucks, and never buy her any again!! Buahahahahaha! Lawl.
I just finished eating one of Mickey D's hot Apple Pies, which i loved, and I couldn't be happier. Nah, that's bullshit. I could be happier.
Apples and Skittles! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "Sprinkles everywhere; candy hearts and bruises! 31 flavors! Which one are you choosin?" -Jeffree Star(Cupcakes Taste Like Violence) Stupid song....Lol!
Friday, March 27, 2009
Moo.
Eh. Today is such a tiresome day. I dislike it. I just want to be able to sleep for like....ever. Never wanna wake up.....til like next year.
I added a "On my Blog" link list. It will hold the Song Game like thing, which I will be adding more songs too, when I'm not collapsing of exhaustion. It will also hold any posts that I am particularly proud of, or any that I personally like, or show more about me.
Ugh. So tired.....
Saturday classes tomorrow....shoot me now.
I started another story about this detective agency. Magickal Chaos, its called. I like it. :)
Faeries in the story, and maybe magical crack. :)
Me tired. Good night.
I added a "On my Blog" link list. It will hold the Song Game like thing, which I will be adding more songs too, when I'm not collapsing of exhaustion. It will also hold any posts that I am particularly proud of, or any that I personally like, or show more about me.
Ugh. So tired.....
Saturday classes tomorrow....shoot me now.
I started another story about this detective agency. Magickal Chaos, its called. I like it. :)
Faeries in the story, and maybe magical crack. :)
Me tired. Good night.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Random Music Guessing Game! LOL!
Ok, this is something I totally plagiarized from Jaboodi. Hope you don't mind.... :)
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own!
P.S: I added more. :)
1. You are, my light in the dark
2. I don't practice Santeria, I ain't got no crystal ball!
3. The Queen of the beautifuls is back!
4. Hello little boys, little toys!
5. Do you ever question your life? Do you ever wonder why?
6. Buy it, use it, break it, fix it, trash it, change it,
7. Sit tight I'm gonna to need you to keep time...
8. I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
9. I take it in stride, one day at a time.
10. I used to rule the world...
11. *Random Yodeling* You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy cars!
12. There is a house in New Orleans
13. It's been a while.
14. I wanna know, is there anyone on the floor, who can suck me like a whore!
15. I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door.
16. Change my pitch up, Smack my bitch up!
17. I don't think you're ready...I don't think you're ready for this!
18. Rhythm is a dancer, It's a soul's companion
19. It's been the longest winter without you!
20. You've been a juvenile, with a dolphin smile!
21. Every one living in ghost town, everyone buried in wasteland!
22. Fer sure maybe, fer sure not, fer sure eh, fer sure bomb!
23. Is it still me that makes you sweat?
24. Far away, this ship is taking me far away.
25. Vinyl black stilettos and fake eyelashes.
26. Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in the cabaret!
27. Just in case they're wondering.
28. Welcome back to, where I'm gonna have you!
29. You spin my head right round, right round, when you go down!
30. Fed up with your indigestion.
31. Welcome to the Jungle, we've got fun and games...!
32. Is it me? Be didn't we agree to love?
33. Break me down, you got a lovely face!
34. Yo, welcome to Uncle Luke's lollipop shop...
35. It's hard to remember how it felt before.
36. Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking!
37. Take a look at my girlfriend, she's the only one I got!
38. Guess who's back? Back again?
39. You can say I'm plain Jane, but its not the same...
40. Can you tell I'm faking it?
41. Run. Running all the time!
42. Dear, I fear we're facing a problem!
43. Don't cry to me! If you loved me...
44. I'm am the candyman, coming from bounty land!
45. Don't go looking for snakes, you might find them!
Can you guess.... :) Red are the songs who have been guessed correctly! Lol!
Bored now.
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own!
P.S: I added more. :)
1. You are, my light in the dark
2. I don't practice Santeria, I ain't got no crystal ball!
3. The Queen of the beautifuls is back!
4. Hello little boys, little toys!
5. Do you ever question your life? Do you ever wonder why?
6. Buy it, use it, break it, fix it, trash it, change it,
7. Sit tight I'm gonna to need you to keep time...
8. I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
9. I take it in stride, one day at a time.
10. I used to rule the world...
11. *Random Yodeling* You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy cars!
12. There is a house in New Orleans
13. It's been a while.
14. I wanna know, is there anyone on the floor, who can suck me like a whore!
15. I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door.
16. Change my pitch up, Smack my bitch up!
17. I don't think you're ready...I don't think you're ready for this!
18. Rhythm is a dancer, It's a soul's companion
19. It's been the longest winter without you!
20. You've been a juvenile, with a dolphin smile!
21. Every one living in ghost town, everyone buried in wasteland!
22. Fer sure maybe, fer sure not, fer sure eh, fer sure bomb!
23. Is it still me that makes you sweat?
24. Far away, this ship is taking me far away.
25. Vinyl black stilettos and fake eyelashes.
26. Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in the cabaret!
27. Just in case they're wondering.
28. Welcome back to, where I'm gonna have you!
29. You spin my head right round, right round, when you go down!
30. Fed up with your indigestion.
31. Welcome to the Jungle, we've got fun and games...!
32. Is it me? Be didn't we agree to love?
33. Break me down, you got a lovely face!
34. Yo, welcome to Uncle Luke's lollipop shop...
35. It's hard to remember how it felt before.
36. Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking!
37. Take a look at my girlfriend, she's the only one I got!
38. Guess who's back? Back again?
39. You can say I'm plain Jane, but its not the same...
40. Can you tell I'm faking it?
41. Run. Running all the time!
42. Dear, I fear we're facing a problem!
43. Don't cry to me! If you loved me...
44. I'm am the candyman, coming from bounty land!
45. Don't go looking for snakes, you might find them!
Can you guess.... :) Red are the songs who have been guessed correctly! Lol!
Bored now.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Dedicated to one of my most Cherished Friends, Cinthia....
"He's not my boyfriend, but I love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness and the time we laugh together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship..."
Awww! Shucks! My best friend just sent me that!
OMG! I fucking love her seriously! She's one of the best people a person can ever meet! And I'm so lucky to have met her!
I fucking love you cincin!
You're so awesome! Thank you for everything you've ever done for me!
Hug! Hug! <3 Cincin(Hugness!)
I fucking love you! Hug! BFF...
Awww! Shucks! My best friend just sent me that!
OMG! I fucking love her seriously! She's one of the best people a person can ever meet! And I'm so lucky to have met her!
I fucking love you cincin!
You're so awesome! Thank you for everything you've ever done for me!
Hug! Hug! <3 Cincin(Hugness!)
I fucking love you! Hug! BFF...
Randomness....is my life. :)
Today was like....bleh.
I got up, got dressed, randomly moved my hair so it didn't look like bed-hair, or at least deliberate bed-hair and went to school.
We had testing, so there went another hour of NOT trying to shoot myself, and the schedule makes the day feel longer...
For fifth period I'm doing another comic. This one's based on a "new" version of Little Red Riding Hood (circa 1939). In which little red Hood is all like "Bitch, you ain't mah grandma!" And pulls out an automatic and shoots the wolf.
I'm mangling it. I made little red riding hood one of those little conceited pre-teen devil children. With their acrylic nails, and their cell phones. I was gonna add a pedophile older boyfriend, but i ended up trashing the idea. Too close to home, y'know?
I'm still studying "A Tale of Two Cities" by Charles Dickens. Ugh. No Comment.
And least it isn't as bad as "Tw[at]light".
I'm working on another story, a continuation of the one I wrote before, but I need to make some changes.
BTW: What's a good magical/gothic/vampirey/lycanthropey name for a detective agency? I promise I'll shamelessly steal your idea if its good! I might even give you credit if it's good! And IF I can sell it.... Lol! Aren't I so nice? ;)
I'm tired. No quote.
I had to buy syrup for this super-secret pot luck we're having for homeroom. Is one 24oz bottle of syrup enough for 20 people? I hope it is, cuz I'm poor. :)
I got up, got dressed, randomly moved my hair so it didn't look like bed-hair, or at least deliberate bed-hair and went to school.
We had testing, so there went another hour of NOT trying to shoot myself, and the schedule makes the day feel longer...
For fifth period I'm doing another comic. This one's based on a "new" version of Little Red Riding Hood (circa 1939). In which little red Hood is all like "Bitch, you ain't mah grandma!" And pulls out an automatic and shoots the wolf.
I'm mangling it. I made little red riding hood one of those little conceited pre-teen devil children. With their acrylic nails, and their cell phones. I was gonna add a pedophile older boyfriend, but i ended up trashing the idea. Too close to home, y'know?
I'm still studying "A Tale of Two Cities" by Charles Dickens. Ugh. No Comment.
And least it isn't as bad as "Tw[at]light".
I'm working on another story, a continuation of the one I wrote before, but I need to make some changes.
BTW: What's a good magical/gothic/vampirey/lycanthropey name for a detective agency? I promise I'll shamelessly steal your idea if its good! I might even give you credit if it's good! And IF I can sell it.... Lol! Aren't I so nice? ;)
I'm tired. No quote.
I had to buy syrup for this super-secret pot luck we're having for homeroom. Is one 24oz bottle of syrup enough for 20 people? I hope it is, cuz I'm poor. :)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
What Would You Do For A Klondike Bar?
I would! I would.....whore myself out.
Ok, no I wouldn't. But the shameless way I'm molested in my high school's hallway should earn me a damn klondike bar! But where is it! Grrrr....
...Now I want a klondike bar.
My school's hallways are so crowded that you could get violated so badly and you wouldn't even know it. If you drop something in the middle of the crowd - kiss it goodbye. It's gone. Pulverized by people's tandem walking and heavy biker boots. Which I totally want a pair, BTW.
I broke my detachable angel wings. The fell in the hallway. So now I have to by a new pain on eBay to continue this charade of innocence. :) I'm so virginal....Heh.
Lol! That's a joke I tell my friend randomly, because she says I'm too innocent to listen to techno/sex/fuck songs. I say...Bullcrap!
Mecha Jesus! Lawl Me! .................Bitch.
I have to go read the about wrathful grapes (aka look it up on Spark!Notes), and sleep. A lot. I don't want to have to kill anyone tomorrow. Heh.
I wanna dye my hair a random bright color. Like a color that completely disregards my skin tone. Like Blood Red! Or Green! Or crimson! Or Blond......nah. Blue! Clear! Whoo!
What would you do for a Klondike bar?
Soda-rush. Sugar!! Love you!
Ok, no I wouldn't. But the shameless way I'm molested in my high school's hallway should earn me a damn klondike bar! But where is it! Grrrr....
...Now I want a klondike bar.
My school's hallways are so crowded that you could get violated so badly and you wouldn't even know it. If you drop something in the middle of the crowd - kiss it goodbye. It's gone. Pulverized by people's tandem walking and heavy biker boots. Which I totally want a pair, BTW.
I broke my detachable angel wings. The fell in the hallway. So now I have to by a new pain on eBay to continue this charade of innocence. :) I'm so virginal....Heh.
Lol! That's a joke I tell my friend randomly, because she says I'm too innocent to listen to techno/sex/fuck songs. I say...Bullcrap!
Mecha Jesus! Lawl Me! .................Bitch.
I have to go read the about wrathful grapes (aka look it up on Spark!Notes), and sleep. A lot. I don't want to have to kill anyone tomorrow. Heh.
I wanna dye my hair a random bright color. Like a color that completely disregards my skin tone. Like Blood Red! Or Green! Or crimson! Or Blond......nah. Blue! Clear! Whoo!
What would you do for a Klondike bar?
Soda-rush. Sugar!! Love you!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
I'm so Awesome I Leave you Starstruck! LOL!
Today was not a completely horrible day. First off, I was unable to go to my grandpa's house today, since it was cloudy and very windy. I just love days like this, since I live in California and we usually get sun like...always. I couldn't get out much since I'm like almost getting sick, so its a bad idea, especially when I need to pay more attention in school, so I don't fail horribly.
But then, around 12 o'clock, my ear phones broke.
Most are you are like...so what?
Well, earphones for me are like air. I need music always, or I die a little inside. Since I can't listen through just one ear (I'm spoiled like that) I needed new ear phones. Well anyways, if I don;t have earphones, I'm unhappy. And when I'm unhappy, I try my best to make everyone else unhappy, too! Aren't I so nice? :)
But today wasn't so bad. I went to get some new ones, which I found hiding behind some really expensive ones (I'm poor), and bought them. now it means no starbucks for friday, but that's okay with me. It may not be okay with other people. Read: Unhappy.
Ugh. Yesterday I got burned. And it hurt, alot! My (best)friend was doing my other best friend's hair for Jr. Ball (which is like Prom for us Juniors), and she was curling it. I was randomly stealing music from my hugness (the one doing the hair styling), and she had forgot to unplug the curling iron. She left it in front of me, and I was reaching for the mouse, and my forearm bumped it. It Hurt!
Well anyways, i was in pain for the next half hour, until my friend's sister in law came to fix my other friend's bangs (I have no idea what was wrong with them), and I asked her. She said, Oh! Toothpaste. She got some, put it on my burn, and thus, she became awesome. As I told her various times.
And I'm kinda annoyed at my friend's laughing, and not helping, but I love them, so....I won't kill them :) You know I love you, hugness! You too, cupcake! (I have no idea why I call them that....heh.)
Now I'm just worried that'll scar. Will it? It's all brown/purple/pink and it has a little blister-like thing in the middle. I think it peeled the skin. Does anyone know? 'Cause I have this thing about noticeable scars, they fascinate me and annoy me. Lol!
Today I spent exactly 109 minutes and 13 seconds talking to Ochoa, 'Cause I was bored. We had this weird conversation about shirtless people, hip-hop, Jeffree Star, random shirtless people, academic decathlon, sexy harems, her becoming the first latino-female president if she gets into Harvard, porn-watching (she does! Lol!), college, Silversun Pickups, and her future man-bitch, which she will keep in her basement. Ooh! And Shiny Nipples! LMFAO! (Inside Joke.)
Cougars! Lawl.
Right now, I'm summoning up the courage to begin my decathlon homework, which involves reading "The Tale of Two Cities". I really don't want to. Please don't make me.
I'm so annoyed at my school right now. I'm like pissed off, and am preparing my thoughts for tomorrow, in which I will tell them all off. They keep calling my house, telling me I have uncleared absences, which is complete bullshit. I have never been absent, except for field trips which are excused (btw), and I should know! I wake my ass up every. single. day. to walk/drive to that prison, for them to tell me I have uncleared absences. If anything they should congratulate me on my perfect attendance! 'Cause I should have it! Grrr...
They're making us go to this stupid-ass meeting with our parents or they send us to court. They're just pissed they aren't getting all the money they should be getting! Ugh! They want to charge us that fucking money! OMG! I'm going to go OFF on them tomorrow! Did you know that prisons have better food than us? They make us wear IDs hanging by our neck like we're prisoners! The school is surrounded by bars, and we have barred windows! All we need is uniforms and barbed wire and its a prison! They already want to give us uniform next year! If they do....I'm protesting. They can't do shit to me! They can't fucking touch me!
But yeah, that just fucking pisses me off!! GRRR! AND! They're making me miss decathlon. I have to go really quickly to turn the work, and tell the teacher! Fucking school..... they're all stupid! Its like they all share the same cracked out brain cell!
Anyways, I still need to do homework. I don't want to.
Today, I finished "Death Masks" by Jim Butcher. It's the fifth book in The Dresden Files, which I really like now. I need to read third, though. I really don't want to have to skip around, like I did with Anita Blake.
It was very good, although I would have liked to know more about Marcone and the shroud thing. Did it work, I wonder...
Right now I'm like FanBoy! about Anita Blake. I still can't wait for "Skin Trade"! OMG!
On friday I gave my English teacher (Happy Birthday, Miss!) one of my stories for her to criticize and red-mark to her hearts content. I hope it's good though. Because I want to become a writer, and the last thing I want to write is another "Tw[at]light". Because if I did, I would have to do the noble thing and end my own life.
Lol! jk. I wouldn't write another Twatlight!
There's this new song I really like. I found yesterday while freeloading songs. It's called "Starstruck" by Jeffree Star and Danger Radio. I really like it. For those that like techno-electronica (kinda) songs, check it out. I don't have a link, though.
Well that's it for today. I have to go do homework.....ugh. Shoot me now, please.
Techno and Lollipops! LMAO!
Random Quote of the Day: "How do you sound so neutral, utterly neutral, yet somehow you manage to say 'go to hell' with a smile and a neutral word." - Queen Andais (Merry Gentry)
But then, around 12 o'clock, my ear phones broke.
Most are you are like...so what?
Well, earphones for me are like air. I need music always, or I die a little inside. Since I can't listen through just one ear (I'm spoiled like that) I needed new ear phones. Well anyways, if I don;t have earphones, I'm unhappy. And when I'm unhappy, I try my best to make everyone else unhappy, too! Aren't I so nice? :)
But today wasn't so bad. I went to get some new ones, which I found hiding behind some really expensive ones (I'm poor), and bought them. now it means no starbucks for friday, but that's okay with me. It may not be okay with other people. Read: Unhappy.
Ugh. Yesterday I got burned. And it hurt, alot! My (best)friend was doing my other best friend's hair for Jr. Ball (which is like Prom for us Juniors), and she was curling it. I was randomly stealing music from my hugness (the one doing the hair styling), and she had forgot to unplug the curling iron. She left it in front of me, and I was reaching for the mouse, and my forearm bumped it. It Hurt!
Well anyways, i was in pain for the next half hour, until my friend's sister in law came to fix my other friend's bangs (I have no idea what was wrong with them), and I asked her. She said, Oh! Toothpaste. She got some, put it on my burn, and thus, she became awesome. As I told her various times.
And I'm kinda annoyed at my friend's laughing, and not helping, but I love them, so....I won't kill them :) You know I love you, hugness! You too, cupcake! (I have no idea why I call them that....heh.)
Now I'm just worried that'll scar. Will it? It's all brown/purple/pink and it has a little blister-like thing in the middle. I think it peeled the skin. Does anyone know? 'Cause I have this thing about noticeable scars, they fascinate me and annoy me. Lol!
Today I spent exactly 109 minutes and 13 seconds talking to Ochoa, 'Cause I was bored. We had this weird conversation about shirtless people, hip-hop, Jeffree Star, random shirtless people, academic decathlon, sexy harems, her becoming the first latino-female president if she gets into Harvard, porn-watching (she does! Lol!), college, Silversun Pickups, and her future man-bitch, which she will keep in her basement. Ooh! And Shiny Nipples! LMFAO! (Inside Joke.)
Cougars! Lawl.
Right now, I'm summoning up the courage to begin my decathlon homework, which involves reading "The Tale of Two Cities". I really don't want to. Please don't make me.
I'm so annoyed at my school right now. I'm like pissed off, and am preparing my thoughts for tomorrow, in which I will tell them all off. They keep calling my house, telling me I have uncleared absences, which is complete bullshit. I have never been absent, except for field trips which are excused (btw), and I should know! I wake my ass up every. single. day. to walk/drive to that prison, for them to tell me I have uncleared absences. If anything they should congratulate me on my perfect attendance! 'Cause I should have it! Grrr...
They're making us go to this stupid-ass meeting with our parents or they send us to court. They're just pissed they aren't getting all the money they should be getting! Ugh! They want to charge us that fucking money! OMG! I'm going to go OFF on them tomorrow! Did you know that prisons have better food than us? They make us wear IDs hanging by our neck like we're prisoners! The school is surrounded by bars, and we have barred windows! All we need is uniforms and barbed wire and its a prison! They already want to give us uniform next year! If they do....I'm protesting. They can't do shit to me! They can't fucking touch me!
But yeah, that just fucking pisses me off!! GRRR! AND! They're making me miss decathlon. I have to go really quickly to turn the work, and tell the teacher! Fucking school..... they're all stupid! Its like they all share the same cracked out brain cell!
Anyways, I still need to do homework. I don't want to.
Today, I finished "Death Masks" by Jim Butcher. It's the fifth book in The Dresden Files, which I really like now. I need to read third, though. I really don't want to have to skip around, like I did with Anita Blake.
It was very good, although I would have liked to know more about Marcone and the shroud thing. Did it work, I wonder...
Right now I'm like FanBoy! about Anita Blake. I still can't wait for "Skin Trade"! OMG!
On friday I gave my English teacher (Happy Birthday, Miss!) one of my stories for her to criticize and red-mark to her hearts content. I hope it's good though. Because I want to become a writer, and the last thing I want to write is another "Tw[at]light". Because if I did, I would have to do the noble thing and end my own life.
Lol! jk. I wouldn't write another Twatlight!
There's this new song I really like. I found yesterday while freeloading songs. It's called "Starstruck" by Jeffree Star and Danger Radio. I really like it. For those that like techno-electronica (kinda) songs, check it out. I don't have a link, though.
Well that's it for today. I have to go do homework.....ugh. Shoot me now, please.
Techno and Lollipops! LMAO!
Random Quote of the Day: "How do you sound so neutral, utterly neutral, yet somehow you manage to say 'go to hell' with a smile and a neutral word." - Queen Andais (Merry Gentry)
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Lawl me, betch. :P
Today was like eh.
I went to Saturday class (shoot me now!) and threw a half-way bitch fit. The people still weren't there; they suck.
Well anyways, there were a few memorable moments. Through all the English school/test stuff. I wanted white milk (I just don't like the school's chocolate milk - don't know why).
Guera poked herself in the but cheek with a weird gas-pipe thing, which I totally recorded. Later, Me, Guera and Angel were sitting on a table (there were no more chairs), and Angel had a foot in the sink. All of the counters have sinks, cuz its a chemistry lab. Guera dropped something, I picked it up, then she tripped out, moved strangely, and turned on the faucet. Angel screamed, and everyone was all like- OMG! Where's the fire?!
It was hilarious! LMAO!
Well then, i went to my friends house, sometime later. As I was going back home, there was this guy on the bus. He was hollering about having to pay five dollars for a bus pass. He took off his hat and said "this is a mother-fucking 180 dollar hat! I don't need no fucking bus pass!"
Then Why the fuck are you on the bus? WTF!?
The he says: "This is cuz I'm a nigga!"
This was completely stupid. As the bus driver was black, too. Someone should have smacked him.
Well anyways....No Quote today. In pain. Lawl.
To Ochoa's Gurl: Go make out with Rudy's brother, you cougar. Abnormally smart, medal winning cougar. I can totally see you twenty years from now prowling a high school. LMAO! :P
You know I fucking love you! :P
......Even if you do get arrested for statuary rape. :)
I went to Saturday class (shoot me now!) and threw a half-way bitch fit. The people still weren't there; they suck.
Well anyways, there were a few memorable moments. Through all the English school/test stuff. I wanted white milk (I just don't like the school's chocolate milk - don't know why).
Guera poked herself in the but cheek with a weird gas-pipe thing, which I totally recorded. Later, Me, Guera and Angel were sitting on a table (there were no more chairs), and Angel had a foot in the sink. All of the counters have sinks, cuz its a chemistry lab. Guera dropped something, I picked it up, then she tripped out, moved strangely, and turned on the faucet. Angel screamed, and everyone was all like- OMG! Where's the fire?!
It was hilarious! LMAO!
Well then, i went to my friends house, sometime later. As I was going back home, there was this guy on the bus. He was hollering about having to pay five dollars for a bus pass. He took off his hat and said "this is a mother-fucking 180 dollar hat! I don't need no fucking bus pass!"
Then Why the fuck are you on the bus? WTF!?
The he says: "This is cuz I'm a nigga!"
This was completely stupid. As the bus driver was black, too. Someone should have smacked him.
Well anyways....No Quote today. In pain. Lawl.
To Ochoa's Gurl: Go make out with Rudy's brother, you cougar. Abnormally smart, medal winning cougar. I can totally see you twenty years from now prowling a high school. LMAO! :P
You know I fucking love you! :P
......Even if you do get arrested for statuary rape. :)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Paradox - Me, Myself and I
I'm such a fucking paradox. I look at myself, and I can already see the straight jacket on me.
Seriously, there's something wrong with me.
I'm a vegetarian. Or am supposed to be. No scratch that. There's no word for what I am. I just got so completely used to saying I'm a vegetarian because of the stupid people who would ask me why I wouldn't eat the disgusting school lunches that they fed us.
Here's the low down: I DON'T LIKE MEAT. Pure and simple. I mean, animal cruelty is sad and all, and I would stop it if I could, but frankly, I don't really care. Go over load on red meat and die. Not my problem. I like leather. I like fur. I want to own a piano with actual ivory keys, just for the sake of owning it, since I have absolutely no musical talent.
The environment-my take. I like the environment. I like the feel and smell of fresh air. I am not a nature boy, though. I'm a city boy, through and through. If I camped, I would die. In my "opinion" - which means I'm right you're wrong - the generations before us fucked up the environment and left it for us to clean up. Thank you, ever so much!
Ok. Religion. Don't like it. I dislike it, a lot.
People have warped something so beautiful, as getting close to god, in order to manipulate others into their way of thinking. For example - Gay Marriage. They say that the bible says "if a man lieth with another man, they have committed an abomination." Or something like that.
BUT! The bible also says, "Judge not lest ye be judged yourself." Which basically means, to all you belief-pushing religious people, shut the fuck up! You are in no position to judge! It's none of your business! People's business with God, is exactly that - THEIR business with God! Butt out!
This also applies to atheists. Shut the fuck up! Seriously! We get it, you don't believe in God! We don't care! You're acting like damned assholes, criticizing our beliefs! We don't care what you believe! I know I don't. You have your doctrine - keep it to yourself!
I'll repeat this slowly. KEEP. YOUR. BELIEFS. TO. YOURSELF. NO. ONE CARES!!!!
Ugh. Seriously. Atheists are just as bad as right-wing conservative Christians.
Now to those who live by the bible? Ok. You better not quote anything at me. Just don't. Because according to the some religions, women are inferior to men. I just don't like that.
Example: Adam's first wife. Lilith. She was made the same as Adam from clay, or dirt, or whatever Adam was made from. She also believed herself equal to Adam. So, she got kicked out of Eden, and Adam got Eve. Huh.
Random Tidbit: Lilith also wanted to have sex on top of Adam.
Remember - This is what I personally believe. You are under no obligation to believe the same things I do. I would really like to hear your opinion.
Okay. Back to me. 'Cause its always about me.
I'm fucking bi-polar. I can be beyond happy one minute, and try to stab you to death the next.
I love people, but yet I hate them all. Well most of them. Just about 98% of the population.
I have low self-esteem and no confidence in myself; yet I have a superiority complex and am somewhat snobbish. To some people.
I hate the whole little "gangsta" scene, yet some of my closest friends are like that.
I hate Twatlighters, yet I know that given the chance, I would be like them, but with Anita Blake. {OMG!RandomFanBoySqueeee!!}
I like other people make choices for me, but get annoyed when the pick the wrong one.
I believe I'm always right. Which is true. Usually.
I love honesty in people, but I love to lie to people.
I don't write this to offend people. But if you are...Oh well. Get over it. I have. But, seriously, I would love to hear any advice or comments you have. As long as they aren't stupid.
Seriously. There's something really wrong with me.
Seriously, there's something wrong with me.
I'm a vegetarian. Or am supposed to be. No scratch that. There's no word for what I am. I just got so completely used to saying I'm a vegetarian because of the stupid people who would ask me why I wouldn't eat the disgusting school lunches that they fed us.
Here's the low down: I DON'T LIKE MEAT. Pure and simple. I mean, animal cruelty is sad and all, and I would stop it if I could, but frankly, I don't really care. Go over load on red meat and die. Not my problem. I like leather. I like fur. I want to own a piano with actual ivory keys, just for the sake of owning it, since I have absolutely no musical talent.
The environment-my take. I like the environment. I like the feel and smell of fresh air. I am not a nature boy, though. I'm a city boy, through and through. If I camped, I would die. In my "opinion" - which means I'm right you're wrong - the generations before us fucked up the environment and left it for us to clean up. Thank you, ever so much!
Ok. Religion. Don't like it. I dislike it, a lot.
People have warped something so beautiful, as getting close to god, in order to manipulate others into their way of thinking. For example - Gay Marriage. They say that the bible says "if a man lieth with another man, they have committed an abomination." Or something like that.
BUT! The bible also says, "Judge not lest ye be judged yourself." Which basically means, to all you belief-pushing religious people, shut the fuck up! You are in no position to judge! It's none of your business! People's business with God, is exactly that - THEIR business with God! Butt out!
This also applies to atheists. Shut the fuck up! Seriously! We get it, you don't believe in God! We don't care! You're acting like damned assholes, criticizing our beliefs! We don't care what you believe! I know I don't. You have your doctrine - keep it to yourself!
I'll repeat this slowly. KEEP. YOUR. BELIEFS. TO. YOURSELF. NO. ONE CARES!!!!
Ugh. Seriously. Atheists are just as bad as right-wing conservative Christians.
Now to those who live by the bible? Ok. You better not quote anything at me. Just don't. Because according to the some religions, women are inferior to men. I just don't like that.
Example: Adam's first wife. Lilith. She was made the same as Adam from clay, or dirt, or whatever Adam was made from. She also believed herself equal to Adam. So, she got kicked out of Eden, and Adam got Eve. Huh.
Random Tidbit: Lilith also wanted to have sex on top of Adam.
Remember - This is what I personally believe. You are under no obligation to believe the same things I do. I would really like to hear your opinion.
Okay. Back to me. 'Cause its always about me.
I'm fucking bi-polar. I can be beyond happy one minute, and try to stab you to death the next.
I love people, but yet I hate them all. Well most of them. Just about 98% of the population.
I have low self-esteem and no confidence in myself; yet I have a superiority complex and am somewhat snobbish. To some people.
I hate the whole little "gangsta" scene, yet some of my closest friends are like that.
I hate Twatlighters, yet I know that given the chance, I would be like them, but with Anita Blake. {OMG!RandomFanBoySqueeee!!}
I like other people make choices for me, but get annoyed when the pick the wrong one.
I believe I'm always right. Which is true. Usually.
I love honesty in people, but I love to lie to people.
I don't write this to offend people. But if you are...Oh well. Get over it. I have. But, seriously, I would love to hear any advice or comments you have. As long as they aren't stupid.
Seriously. There's something really wrong with me.
Eh. Tired.
OMG.....so tired. I just want to go to sleep today and not wake up until Monday! Ugh.
School was like whatevers today, except that my best friend is mad at me because I couldn't go play packing mule for her yesterday. She wanted to go shopping for her dress for Jr. Ball, and I had Academic Decathlon. Then she tells me, go after. Meet me there!
....Heh. No. Too tired, and too much homework and shit to do. But I still love her. (I <3 you cupcake!) Lol!
I finished another story yesterday. A funny (at least IMHO) story, about hunting dragons and a were-lion. I also gave it to my teacher to criticize. Lol!
I'll blog again later. Lawl me, bitch! (Lol!)
School was like whatevers today, except that my best friend is mad at me because I couldn't go play packing mule for her yesterday. She wanted to go shopping for her dress for Jr. Ball, and I had Academic Decathlon. Then she tells me, go after. Meet me there!
....Heh. No. Too tired, and too much homework and shit to do. But I still love her. (I <3 you cupcake!) Lol!
I finished another story yesterday. A funny (at least IMHO) story, about hunting dragons and a were-lion. I also gave it to my teacher to criticize. Lol!
I'll blog again later. Lawl me, bitch! (Lol!)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Random Angry Grapes!
So yeah. Nothing's been going on.
I've just been reading about wrathful grapes, and sun-blistered raisins. I've also read "the Tale of Two Cities" for decathlon. Saying that its hard to understand is an understatement.
I'm also reading "Death Masks", which is the sixth book in the Dresden Files. I know I'm skipping around so much! Lol! Its like what I did with AB: VH. I read the 5th book first, then the fourth, then skipped to the eleventh, then the fourteenth, then the 15th. After that, I read the 12th, the 6th, the 9th, the 10th. Then the 13th, the 7th, the first, the second, the third, and finally, the 8th.
To say I was confused for the first few volumes would be like saying the sky is blue.
Well have to cut this short, got inspiration? Lol! Just hit me over the head a few times.
Remember! Real Vampires Don't Sparkle. (^,.,^)
I've just been reading about wrathful grapes, and sun-blistered raisins. I've also read "the Tale of Two Cities" for decathlon. Saying that its hard to understand is an understatement.
I'm also reading "Death Masks", which is the sixth book in the Dresden Files. I know I'm skipping around so much! Lol! Its like what I did with AB: VH. I read the 5th book first, then the fourth, then skipped to the eleventh, then the fourteenth, then the 15th. After that, I read the 12th, the 6th, the 9th, the 10th. Then the 13th, the 7th, the first, the second, the third, and finally, the 8th.
To say I was confused for the first few volumes would be like saying the sky is blue.
Well have to cut this short, got inspiration? Lol! Just hit me over the head a few times.
Remember! Real Vampires Don't Sparkle. (^,.,^)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Omg! Shimmer....
So I was looking up literary magazines, looking to see which ones I would be interested in, and I found "Shimmer" on wikipedia. While I couldn't find the site on Google (don't ask me how....) I decided that, I would try to sell my stories to them (in a few years, obviously, I'm not THAT talented! ;) Lol!)
Its a new magazine, I would say. It started around 2005 and is somewhat small(I think)...But I'm looking for a way to get a subscription, since I know of no place that carries it around my little corner of LA.
Although I'm pretty sure I won't send in that story about the teacher-killing. Lol! Murder may be fun (fictional) but its not fantasy, just horror? I would say it is, although it isn't particularly horrific for me....
Well this is a quick post, just 'cause I'm not busy at the moment, but I'll probably post later. If not, tomorrow, for sure! Lol!
Listening to: Ricochet by Shiny Toy Guns
I like it.... Heh.
BTW: Really random side note, but i just wrote my weirdest story ever! Random psychicness, flesh melting, and torture!
BTW2: Still working on my faerie story.
Its a new magazine, I would say. It started around 2005 and is somewhat small(I think)...But I'm looking for a way to get a subscription, since I know of no place that carries it around my little corner of LA.
Although I'm pretty sure I won't send in that story about the teacher-killing. Lol! Murder may be fun (fictional) but its not fantasy, just horror? I would say it is, although it isn't particularly horrific for me....
Well this is a quick post, just 'cause I'm not busy at the moment, but I'll probably post later. If not, tomorrow, for sure! Lol!
Listening to: Ricochet by Shiny Toy Guns
I like it.... Heh.
BTW: Really random side note, but i just wrote my weirdest story ever! Random psychicness, flesh melting, and torture!
BTW2: Still working on my faerie story.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Random, somewhat boring, update...
So apparently I'm going to be abnormally busy soon. I decided to join academic decathlon (for those that don't know what it is, its when people who can't play sports battle each other in a pay-per-view knowledge match! ....Only not so much in pay-per-view. Heh.) And I'm going to join the Karate club at my school. Hey, free martial arts lessons, who can go wrong with that? Lol!
I still need to read the Grapes of Wrath, its incredibly dull, for me anyways, unless I start talking with a southern accent imitating the characters. Lol!
I finished "A Caress of Twilight" by LKH, and I felt the ending was somewhat rushed. But it was still good. I liked it. :)
I'm all preparing for St Patrick's Day tomorrow. It is tomorrow, right? I hope it is...the 17th?
Yeah, Ima do my hair (I usually let it exist in the curly mess it becomes) and wear jeans (I usually don't, too lazy to put them on in the morning, I go for slacks) and my Shamrock! T-shirt. I like shamrocks. Oh! And my green/grey jacket.
I need more green. I find incredibly funny that its my favorite color, and I only have like one clothing article that's green. Lol!
Stakes and random candy bars!
Random Quote of the Day: "I don't hate you, ma petite. I don't hate anything that is useful to me, and you are about to be very useful, ma petite." -Belle Morte (The Harlequin)
I still need to read the Grapes of Wrath, its incredibly dull, for me anyways, unless I start talking with a southern accent imitating the characters. Lol!
I finished "A Caress of Twilight" by LKH, and I felt the ending was somewhat rushed. But it was still good. I liked it. :)
I'm all preparing for St Patrick's Day tomorrow. It is tomorrow, right? I hope it is...the 17th?
Yeah, Ima do my hair (I usually let it exist in the curly mess it becomes) and wear jeans (I usually don't, too lazy to put them on in the morning, I go for slacks) and my Shamrock! T-shirt. I like shamrocks. Oh! And my green/grey jacket.
I need more green. I find incredibly funny that its my favorite color, and I only have like one clothing article that's green. Lol!
Stakes and random candy bars!
Random Quote of the Day: "I don't hate you, ma petite. I don't hate anything that is useful to me, and you are about to be very useful, ma petite." -Belle Morte (The Harlequin)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Let Me Show How It Works...
Lol!
Today's been a regular day. I woke up late (The way it's meant to be!) and then turned on my computer and surfed the net a little.
Then I fixed "faerie" my story so far. It's pretty good, so far. I've been working alot on making my fey actually work. I don't want them to look like a pale imitation of other works. BTW: It went crazy. I had planned only like three or four pages, and I have 7. That's alot for someone like me. I never write that much. But I better get used to it, since I want this as a career. :P AND! I'm still not done.
I've also been doing research for my Anti-Twatlight essay/post-like thing. ^_^ But I've hit a rough patch. I tried to read part of "Twatlight", but I gave it up for "A Caress of Twilight" which is the second Merry Gentry novel.
Right now I'm raving(?) to "Heart Surgery isn't That Bad" by Jeffree Star. It's a very good sex-techno song. I mean I can't make any sense of the lyrics, but its good. LOL!
Quick question to anyone: Since I have no idea how the writing business is (I know, its sad) how do I get my short stories out there? Magazines? Huh?
Help!
Random Quote of the Day: "You like it fast, I like it hard!" -Jeffree Star (Heart Surgery isn't that Bad) This song is going to be in my head for the rest of the week! Argh!
Today's been a regular day. I woke up late (The way it's meant to be!) and then turned on my computer and surfed the net a little.
Then I fixed "faerie" my story so far. It's pretty good, so far. I've been working alot on making my fey actually work. I don't want them to look like a pale imitation of other works. BTW: It went crazy. I had planned only like three or four pages, and I have 7. That's alot for someone like me. I never write that much. But I better get used to it, since I want this as a career. :P AND! I'm still not done.
I've also been doing research for my Anti-Twatlight essay/post-like thing. ^_^ But I've hit a rough patch. I tried to read part of "Twatlight", but I gave it up for "A Caress of Twilight" which is the second Merry Gentry novel.
Right now I'm raving(?) to "Heart Surgery isn't That Bad" by Jeffree Star. It's a very good sex-techno song. I mean I can't make any sense of the lyrics, but its good. LOL!
Quick question to anyone: Since I have no idea how the writing business is (I know, its sad) how do I get my short stories out there? Magazines? Huh?
Help!
Random Quote of the Day: "You like it fast, I like it hard!" -Jeffree Star (Heart Surgery isn't that Bad) This song is going to be in my head for the rest of the week! Argh!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Oh, Shoot Me now please......
Ugh. Read the title.
I just came back (a while ago) from my SAT prep class.... and guess what?
My school sux. The people weren't even there, probably got lost, or something. Who knows?
But, anyways. The people in charge of the class (the school people) had the brilliant idea to have us take another practice test. Yes, I know. The test I paid 5 fucking dollars for last weekend I just got for free as mental torture. It was like evil-math-hell-bingo! 17B! 21A! Arghhhhh!
I was about to have a bitch-fit/panic attack by the second section. I was going to go like 'Grrrrrr!' on all of their asses, until my friend (Guera) told me to "shut the hell up and do your test, whore!"
And who can refuse a command like that?
But she bought me chips afterward. I love you, guera! Lol! (You know how they say food is the key to any man's heart? Wel in this case it's true! :P Lawl!)
Nutrition was the highlight of my morning. I had forgotten how much saturday-class nutrition is. It's fun. There's music, and Uncrustables PB&J sandwiches! and they sell chips! (Now, anyways.)
Then, I took the bus to the library. In where I checked out "Death Masks" and "Backup" by Jim Butcher, and "A Caress of Twilight" which is the second Merry Gentry novel, by Laurell K. Hamilton. I need them to wash out my brain from that nasty writer's block Twilight gave me! (I've been reading it to be able to trash it better! I know. Ugh. Can't get past the middle of the book and its been like four months!)
Shameless Anti-Twatlight Plug: Read Anita Blake! You have to! :)
Well anyways, I've been writing some. I got like this amazing idea after reading "Grapes of Wrath" for homework. I started writing this story about a faerie queen and faerie court, and plots! Fun! Lol!
How I got there? No idea. it just comes to me, randomly. I was like on page 2 (of "Grapes of wrath") and it hit me. So i started typing. Lol!
So there. That's an entire recap of my day. Lol! Pretty boring, huh?
Twilight is evil! Don't read it!
BTW: Mugger? "Wangsta". It was funny. My friend and her boyfriend were all talking shit back to him, a few weeks ago. He has started harassing them. It was hilarious, and watching a really short "wangsta" try to punk you is very funny to me. He was like 5 feet tall....Lol! I'd love to see him try that again with me! Lol! I also had him for my 6th period, no one talked to him. Heh.
Listening to: Turning Japanese by The Vapors
Lollipops and random sex dreams! Lol! I'm so dirty.... ;)
BTW: Sarah? Your blog doesn't let me comment :( . . . . Sorry I haven't commented back...*Does Really Sad and Pathetic Puppy Eyes...You Feel Sorry For Him-yes, you do!*....I'll keep trying, kay? :)
Random Quote of The Day: "The state of my immortal soul is between God and myself, Lieutenant Marks. Judge not lest ye be judged yourself. Or do you skip that part and just keep the parts you like?" -Anita Blake (Obsidian Butterfly)
I just came back (a while ago) from my SAT prep class.... and guess what?
My school sux. The people weren't even there, probably got lost, or something. Who knows?
But, anyways. The people in charge of the class (the school people) had the brilliant idea to have us take another practice test. Yes, I know. The test I paid 5 fucking dollars for last weekend I just got for free as mental torture. It was like evil-math-hell-bingo! 17B! 21A! Arghhhhh!
I was about to have a bitch-fit/panic attack by the second section. I was going to go like 'Grrrrrr!' on all of their asses, until my friend (Guera) told me to "shut the hell up and do your test, whore!"
And who can refuse a command like that?
But she bought me chips afterward. I love you, guera! Lol! (You know how they say food is the key to any man's heart? Wel in this case it's true! :P Lawl!)
Nutrition was the highlight of my morning. I had forgotten how much saturday-class nutrition is. It's fun. There's music, and Uncrustables PB&J sandwiches! and they sell chips! (Now, anyways.)
Then, I took the bus to the library. In where I checked out "Death Masks" and "Backup" by Jim Butcher, and "A Caress of Twilight" which is the second Merry Gentry novel, by Laurell K. Hamilton. I need them to wash out my brain from that nasty writer's block Twilight gave me! (I've been reading it to be able to trash it better! I know. Ugh. Can't get past the middle of the book and its been like four months!)
Shameless Anti-Twatlight Plug: Read Anita Blake! You have to! :)
Well anyways, I've been writing some. I got like this amazing idea after reading "Grapes of Wrath" for homework. I started writing this story about a faerie queen and faerie court, and plots! Fun! Lol!
How I got there? No idea. it just comes to me, randomly. I was like on page 2 (of "Grapes of wrath") and it hit me. So i started typing. Lol!
So there. That's an entire recap of my day. Lol! Pretty boring, huh?
Twilight is evil! Don't read it!
BTW: Mugger? "Wangsta". It was funny. My friend and her boyfriend were all talking shit back to him, a few weeks ago. He has started harassing them. It was hilarious, and watching a really short "wangsta" try to punk you is very funny to me. He was like 5 feet tall....Lol! I'd love to see him try that again with me! Lol! I also had him for my 6th period, no one talked to him. Heh.
Listening to: Turning Japanese by The Vapors
Lollipops and random sex dreams! Lol! I'm so dirty.... ;)
BTW: Sarah? Your blog doesn't let me comment :( . . . . Sorry I haven't commented back...*Does Really Sad and Pathetic Puppy Eyes...You Feel Sorry For Him-yes, you do!*....I'll keep trying, kay? :)
Random Quote of The Day: "The state of my immortal soul is between God and myself, Lieutenant Marks. Judge not lest ye be judged yourself. Or do you skip that part and just keep the parts you like?" -Anita Blake (Obsidian Butterfly)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Meh.
Ugh. I wish I was happy that today was Friday, but I'm not.
Why? You ask? I'll tell you why!
Because I still have to go to school tomorrow. Ugh. I have to take this stupid SAT prep class that I'm starting to regret signing up for because I need "me" time. Like a lot. I need a shitload of rest and relaxation.
I'm in mental pain! Arghhhhhh!
I tried to put in a playlist from Project Playlist, a somewhat weird site that i will never visit again, and it didnt work. Oh, well! Lol!
I need sleep. Sleep, and sleep, and sleep, and sleep. ^_^
Pillows and Blankets! Moo.
No quote. Too tired.
Why? You ask? I'll tell you why!
Because I still have to go to school tomorrow. Ugh. I have to take this stupid SAT prep class that I'm starting to regret signing up for because I need "me" time. Like a lot. I need a shitload of rest and relaxation.
I'm in mental pain! Arghhhhhh!
I tried to put in a playlist from Project Playlist, a somewhat weird site that i will never visit again, and it didnt work. Oh, well! Lol!
I need sleep. Sleep, and sleep, and sleep, and sleep. ^_^
Pillows and Blankets! Moo.
No quote. Too tired.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I survived a mugging and I liked it! Lol!
So apparently, I'm mugging material.
Here's the story. I was walking home, on a main street, just listening to music on my phone. You know, Supermassive Black Hole (Muse) and If you seek Amy(Britney), and out of the corner of my eye I see this guy talking at me. I'm like.....WTF?
I ask him, huh? He looks at me and says, "Where you from?"
I'm all like...joy! Annoyance by a "gangsta" at last!
I look at him like the imbecile he is, and say..."nowhere."
He says, "Give me your iPod, motha fucka!"
Now, my iPod and my Phone are like my children! My babies! I would rip them (there were two guys) apart before they put their filthy hands on them! My iPod is basically the only memory I have left of my dad....so not gonna happen! And I put money in MY phone! If they want one so badly, they can buy one! Shit....
So I look at him, like Are you fucking serious?
So I laughed put on my other earphone, and kept walking. It was funny! :)
He followed me, and I just kept walking. Heh.
BTW: I'm thinking of joining Academic Decathalon. . . . Hmmmmm. . . . .
No Doubt tickets and black roses! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day:
"Sibilant and at last,
The circus crawled away,
With another lover in its arms,
Dancing on her grave!" - Cradle of Filth (Born in a Burial Gown)
Here's the story. I was walking home, on a main street, just listening to music on my phone. You know, Supermassive Black Hole (Muse) and If you seek Amy(Britney), and out of the corner of my eye I see this guy talking at me. I'm like.....WTF?
I ask him, huh? He looks at me and says, "Where you from?"
I'm all like...joy! Annoyance by a "gangsta" at last!
I look at him like the imbecile he is, and say..."nowhere."
He says, "Give me your iPod, motha fucka!"
Now, my iPod and my Phone are like my children! My babies! I would rip them (there were two guys) apart before they put their filthy hands on them! My iPod is basically the only memory I have left of my dad....so not gonna happen! And I put money in MY phone! If they want one so badly, they can buy one! Shit....
So I look at him, like Are you fucking serious?
So I laughed put on my other earphone, and kept walking. It was funny! :)
He followed me, and I just kept walking. Heh.
BTW: I'm thinking of joining Academic Decathalon. . . . Hmmmmm. . . . .
No Doubt tickets and black roses! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day:
"Sibilant and at last,
The circus crawled away,
With another lover in its arms,
Dancing on her grave!" - Cradle of Filth (Born in a Burial Gown)
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Daily "BLAH!"
I have just realized that I have somewhat severe problems. Mental problems. Nothing like a disease or something, just that I got my thoughts completely messed up.
In the past month I have pretty much let my life go to shit. I have been neglecting school. So, before, I was doing pretty good. Not !OMG-Awesome! but not completely horrible, either. Now I find myself completely neglecting my french work and the class. I am not doing my Geometry assignments, and am just spacing out during U.S History. My computer class has also just turned into an hour I have to kill before going home.
The only classes I'm not doing horrible in are English and drawing. And even then, I'm on the edge.
Everyday when I wake up to go to school, I look at it like just 8 hours that pass by before "real life" continues. This is not a healthy attitude. I need to pick up my grades before the final report card (which is in April, btw) so I can get a good GPA. Right now I have a 2.4. I'm not even touching that with a ten-foot stick.
I sincerely need to focus, and stop looking at school as "non-time". I've found out that I have a D (a D!!) in Geometry, the class where I've been getting nothing but A's and B's on my weekly quizzes!
Well, just a quick post before homework. I have a lot to start and finish. Hopefully, now that i have no more huge projects, I'll be able to catch up on my grades.
But in the mean time... Any advice?
In the past month I have pretty much let my life go to shit. I have been neglecting school. So, before, I was doing pretty good. Not !OMG-Awesome! but not completely horrible, either. Now I find myself completely neglecting my french work and the class. I am not doing my Geometry assignments, and am just spacing out during U.S History. My computer class has also just turned into an hour I have to kill before going home.
The only classes I'm not doing horrible in are English and drawing. And even then, I'm on the edge.
Everyday when I wake up to go to school, I look at it like just 8 hours that pass by before "real life" continues. This is not a healthy attitude. I need to pick up my grades before the final report card (which is in April, btw) so I can get a good GPA. Right now I have a 2.4. I'm not even touching that with a ten-foot stick.
I sincerely need to focus, and stop looking at school as "non-time". I've found out that I have a D (a D!!) in Geometry, the class where I've been getting nothing but A's and B's on my weekly quizzes!
Well, just a quick post before homework. I have a lot to start and finish. Hopefully, now that i have no more huge projects, I'll be able to catch up on my grades.
But in the mean time... Any advice?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Boredom and Randomness
Today was a good day.
Since today was Tuesday, all of the teachers at my school are corralled into this boring meeting (according to them) and we (the students) get to go in late! So, I slept an extra hour. :Sigh:
I woke up from a baby-like sleep, all snuggled in my cocoon of blankets. Heh. Then I discovered, while waiting for the bus, that I got the 4 dollars that were taken from my T-Mobile prepaid account, back! I was like OMG! So now I have 12 dollars! yay! Lol!
I was able to do my work today, and I didn't completely daze out in my U.S history class! So that's always good.
Quick question: Why do some people get mad at you and they don't even have the decency to tell you? I hate when that happens. I have to find out through friend of a friend, or gossip! Its annoying.
But yeah, I'm re-reading "Swallowing Darkness" which is the 7th book of the Merry Gentry series. I really enjoy it. Its not as graphic as its predecessors. Well yeah, too tired to type anything else in. Good night.
Sweet Dreams. Or Salty Dreams. Or random S&M dreams. JoeyWonka! (inside joke)
No quote today. Too lazy. Lol!
Since today was Tuesday, all of the teachers at my school are corralled into this boring meeting (according to them) and we (the students) get to go in late! So, I slept an extra hour. :Sigh:
I woke up from a baby-like sleep, all snuggled in my cocoon of blankets. Heh. Then I discovered, while waiting for the bus, that I got the 4 dollars that were taken from my T-Mobile prepaid account, back! I was like OMG! So now I have 12 dollars! yay! Lol!
I was able to do my work today, and I didn't completely daze out in my U.S history class! So that's always good.
Quick question: Why do some people get mad at you and they don't even have the decency to tell you? I hate when that happens. I have to find out through friend of a friend, or gossip! Its annoying.
But yeah, I'm re-reading "Swallowing Darkness" which is the 7th book of the Merry Gentry series. I really enjoy it. Its not as graphic as its predecessors. Well yeah, too tired to type anything else in. Good night.
Sweet Dreams. Or Salty Dreams. Or random S&M dreams. JoeyWonka! (inside joke)
No quote today. Too lazy. Lol!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Abortion, Marriage, and Faith - This country is not a church!
I was watching the news today, and I saw that President Obama has let stem cell research continue? Something like that. But it got me thinking, why are people so against abortion?
I, myself, am pro-choice. But then again, It's not my decision, or my body. If I ever got someone pregnant, I would probably be against it. But then, that's just me...
There are some girls that are victims of rape or incest. These girls become pregnant, and what happens to the baby? Adoption? But then the mother has to carry the child to term, and there is no way to ensure the child's safety, because there might be psychological harm, to the girl. She might seek to hurt herself, or her baby, so there was no point in that, only the loss of two innocent lives.
If the child does live, and gets adopted, or put in an orphanage, what kind of a life would the child lead? A life of wondering why their parents didn't want him/her?
Now, to talk about the conservatives (Especially Christians) who try to force people into not performing the act of "murder". I remember that I was walking once, to my local library, and I saw this poster for a local election. It said not to vote for this candidate because he (and I quote) "supported abortion and gay 'marriage'." I thought to myself, what kind of world do we live in that people would shamelessly use these topics for insignificant elections. I literally felt sick to my stomach that people would actually do this!
That's what I don't like about christian conservatives. While alot of them aren't like this, alot are, too. They try to force you into their way of thinking. Using shameless propaganda (i.e. Prop 8) to place their beliefs in your mind. Now don't get me wrong, alot aren't like this. I have a friend, a very sweet girl, who isn't like this. She doesn't do that, she respects your opinions, while asking you to respect hers.
Back to the abortion thing. I have this friend, her mom is a social worker. Her mom told me about this little girl, and her mother, who came in asking for money for an abortion. An abortion for the little girl, whose father had raped her. This little girl was 9 years old. Still playing with dolls. Would those against abortion still say for this little girl to carry this baby to term?
Then, think about those teen-age girls who have abusive parents. If they were to have that baby, some of their safety would be at risk. Theirs and their unborn child's.
Now to gay marriage. They are people, with feelings and souls. They are not going to hell because of who they choose to love. Love is love. Why shouldn't they be allowed to marry? Religious people fight against this so much, but...It. Has. Nothing. To. Do. With. Religion.
It was just legal marriage.
Well, anyways....I just thought I'd post this. This is my opinion, and I think its pretty fucked up that people act like this. This country isn't a church. While it may have been built on christian values, it is a free nation. Going against abortion and gay marriage is a violation of the three ideas this country was built on. Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
You're free to comment however you like. I'd like to hear your opinion. But please, just really come up with something, not just insults. Because I will make fun of you for them.
I, myself, am pro-choice. But then again, It's not my decision, or my body. If I ever got someone pregnant, I would probably be against it. But then, that's just me...
There are some girls that are victims of rape or incest. These girls become pregnant, and what happens to the baby? Adoption? But then the mother has to carry the child to term, and there is no way to ensure the child's safety, because there might be psychological harm, to the girl. She might seek to hurt herself, or her baby, so there was no point in that, only the loss of two innocent lives.
If the child does live, and gets adopted, or put in an orphanage, what kind of a life would the child lead? A life of wondering why their parents didn't want him/her?
Now, to talk about the conservatives (Especially Christians) who try to force people into not performing the act of "murder". I remember that I was walking once, to my local library, and I saw this poster for a local election. It said not to vote for this candidate because he (and I quote) "supported abortion and gay 'marriage'." I thought to myself, what kind of world do we live in that people would shamelessly use these topics for insignificant elections. I literally felt sick to my stomach that people would actually do this!
That's what I don't like about christian conservatives. While alot of them aren't like this, alot are, too. They try to force you into their way of thinking. Using shameless propaganda (i.e. Prop 8) to place their beliefs in your mind. Now don't get me wrong, alot aren't like this. I have a friend, a very sweet girl, who isn't like this. She doesn't do that, she respects your opinions, while asking you to respect hers.
Back to the abortion thing. I have this friend, her mom is a social worker. Her mom told me about this little girl, and her mother, who came in asking for money for an abortion. An abortion for the little girl, whose father had raped her. This little girl was 9 years old. Still playing with dolls. Would those against abortion still say for this little girl to carry this baby to term?
Then, think about those teen-age girls who have abusive parents. If they were to have that baby, some of their safety would be at risk. Theirs and their unborn child's.
Now to gay marriage. They are people, with feelings and souls. They are not going to hell because of who they choose to love. Love is love. Why shouldn't they be allowed to marry? Religious people fight against this so much, but...It. Has. Nothing. To. Do. With. Religion.
It was just legal marriage.
Well, anyways....I just thought I'd post this. This is my opinion, and I think its pretty fucked up that people act like this. This country isn't a church. While it may have been built on christian values, it is a free nation. Going against abortion and gay marriage is a violation of the three ideas this country was built on. Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
You're free to comment however you like. I'd like to hear your opinion. But please, just really come up with something, not just insults. Because I will make fun of you for them.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Sunday.....the day before Eternal Monday.
OMG! I'm happy. Kinda. I got new minutes on my phone thanks to my dearest mother! But IF I lose any more money, i feel sorry for the T-Mobile people. Lol!
Well anyways, I'm gonna learn how to drive....pretty soon. Lol! I need to study for the written exam first, then actually pass the exam....but I'm confident about the written. :)
....dude. The PSAT. Its evil. I wanted to shoot myself alot by the last two sections. i was literally starving (having had only some toast like 4 hours earlier), and I only finished like ten problems in the last two sections....math sucks. Ugh.
Today I went to my grandpa's house. I was fun. I made my cousin buy me pocky (Thanx Smurf!) I bluetoothed, listened to random songs on my phone, and consumed enough chocolate to cause diabetes.
I have a new music obssesion. Muse! Right up there (so far) with No Doubt and Metallica! Fav. songs include: Supermassive Black Hole, Knights of Cydonia, and House of the Rising Sun. I'm considering buying their CD, which is like a miracle for me, cheap-master extraordinnaire! Lol! I also like the Silversun Pickups, they're really good. And...Jeffree Star trips me out, seriously.
I finished "Summer Knight" by Jim Butcher, yesterday. I really liked the ending. I recommend it. I also realized that I have been going all fanboy on Anita Blake. Then I realized that I'm entitled to do that, since she's awesome! Thanks to LKH for creating such a wonderful series.
Special thanks to Hugness, who let me use her computer to get music. Love you!
Ugh. Anyways, got to go. I realized I might have HW. I hate homework.
Chains and Leather! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "I usually have to meet someone at least once before threatening to kill them, but I was about to make an exception." -Anita Blake (Burnt Offerings)
P.S Twilight sucks ass. Fucking Twatlighters.
Well anyways, I'm gonna learn how to drive....pretty soon. Lol! I need to study for the written exam first, then actually pass the exam....but I'm confident about the written. :)
....dude. The PSAT. Its evil. I wanted to shoot myself alot by the last two sections. i was literally starving (having had only some toast like 4 hours earlier), and I only finished like ten problems in the last two sections....math sucks. Ugh.
Today I went to my grandpa's house. I was fun. I made my cousin buy me pocky (Thanx Smurf!) I bluetoothed, listened to random songs on my phone, and consumed enough chocolate to cause diabetes.
I have a new music obssesion. Muse! Right up there (so far) with No Doubt and Metallica! Fav. songs include: Supermassive Black Hole, Knights of Cydonia, and House of the Rising Sun. I'm considering buying their CD, which is like a miracle for me, cheap-master extraordinnaire! Lol! I also like the Silversun Pickups, they're really good. And...Jeffree Star trips me out, seriously.
I finished "Summer Knight" by Jim Butcher, yesterday. I really liked the ending. I recommend it. I also realized that I have been going all fanboy on Anita Blake. Then I realized that I'm entitled to do that, since she's awesome! Thanks to LKH for creating such a wonderful series.
Special thanks to Hugness, who let me use her computer to get music. Love you!
Ugh. Anyways, got to go. I realized I might have HW. I hate homework.
Chains and Leather! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "I usually have to meet someone at least once before threatening to kill them, but I was about to make an exception." -Anita Blake (Burnt Offerings)
P.S Twilight sucks ass. Fucking Twatlighters.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
WTF!!!???
I am so pissed off!! Seriously! I fucking hate having prepaid!
I had put ten fucking dollars in my fucking phone on Thursday.....and yesterday I only had 5! I mean i know it charged me a dollar for my unlimited text (sidekick plan) but still! I fucking hate it! I mean i didn't even call anyone!!!!!!!
And know I only have three dollars and some change! Thanks to people not answering their fucking phones the first time, and that stupid "you need more money in your phone" message! I fucking get you asshole! No fucking reason to waste more of my fucking money!!! Stupid fucking people! Assholes!! Fucking T-Mobile!
I had put ten fucking dollars in my fucking phone on Thursday.....and yesterday I only had 5! I mean i know it charged me a dollar for my unlimited text (sidekick plan) but still! I fucking hate it! I mean i didn't even call anyone!!!!!!!
And know I only have three dollars and some change! Thanks to people not answering their fucking phones the first time, and that stupid "you need more money in your phone" message! I fucking get you asshole! No fucking reason to waste more of my fucking money!!! Stupid fucking people! Assholes!! Fucking T-Mobile!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
LMAO!: Heather's Vlog
Well, I didn't post yeaterday, mainly because I was too busy. Today its only a short post, and a video. this video was shown to me by Smurf(!) and i was cracking up! Lmao!
I have to go do some last minute drawings for class, 'kay?
I'm in Los Angeles, Bitch! Lol! (Or am I....? Lol!)
I have to go do some last minute drawings for class, 'kay?
I'm in Los Angeles, Bitch! Lol! (Or am I....? Lol!)
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Stress is bad for you.....very, very bad.
Ugh. I'm stressing to like the max today. And yesterday. And probably tomorrow, too. I sincerely need a vacation, a really long one. With sand and water and sweet drinks with little umbrellas. Or just a massive amount of sleep. Lol! I could totally use that right about now......
So yeah, I need a job. Yet another thing to stress over. Ugh. I hate having to need money. Have you ever wondered what the world would be like without money? I have, alot. At first it was like this perfect society, but then I noticed that it wouldn't really work. So yeah, its true. No one would do anything, because they wouldn't get anything in return. Humans are so messed up mentally.
I'm about to pimp out my copy of "Guilty Pleasures" by Laurell K. Hamilton, to my friedn, in order to get her away from that "Twatlighter" phase. Although she liked it before people began to like whore it out, and like violate it, so she's technically not a twatlighter....hmmmmmmm.....
I've been getting story ideas like crazy today, even though it's been a weird day. I was about to like have a panic attack in my geometry class, whilst taking a test. That's how stressed I am. All my fucking homework, and stupid tests! Dude! I need a break..............Just one day off of school would be fucking awesome!
I found out that Yahoo! has a new email thing (ex. @yahoo.com). I like it. its example @ rocketmail.com! Rocketmail! I love it! LMAO! I'm probably gonna get one.....
Well, anywho, I have to go now, just 'cause I'm awesome like that. Lol!
Candy and Handcuffs! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "You'd think as long as I was gambling with my soul, I would have thought to get Mab to throw in fifty bucks a hour plus expenses." - Harry Dresden (Summer Knight)
So yeah, I need a job. Yet another thing to stress over. Ugh. I hate having to need money. Have you ever wondered what the world would be like without money? I have, alot. At first it was like this perfect society, but then I noticed that it wouldn't really work. So yeah, its true. No one would do anything, because they wouldn't get anything in return. Humans are so messed up mentally.
I'm about to pimp out my copy of "Guilty Pleasures" by Laurell K. Hamilton, to my friedn, in order to get her away from that "Twatlighter" phase. Although she liked it before people began to like whore it out, and like violate it, so she's technically not a twatlighter....hmmmmmmm.....
I've been getting story ideas like crazy today, even though it's been a weird day. I was about to like have a panic attack in my geometry class, whilst taking a test. That's how stressed I am. All my fucking homework, and stupid tests! Dude! I need a break..............Just one day off of school would be fucking awesome!
I found out that Yahoo! has a new email thing (ex. @yahoo.com). I like it. its example @ rocketmail.com! Rocketmail! I love it! LMAO! I'm probably gonna get one.....
Well, anywho, I have to go now, just 'cause I'm awesome like that. Lol!
Candy and Handcuffs! Lol!
Random Quote of the Day: "You'd think as long as I was gambling with my soul, I would have thought to get Mab to throw in fifty bucks a hour plus expenses." - Harry Dresden (Summer Knight)
Monday, March 2, 2009
Vampires.........the real ones. P.S - college paperwork sucks.
OMG........
The people at my school are stupid. There is no other explanation. I mean I go on field trips that they let me go on, yet they mark me absent! I hate it! I keep getting calls about clearing my damn non-existent absences! Grrrrrr.........
I still haven't finished my drawings, but I need today because I have to scan them tomorrow. Ugh.
I've been filling out applications and piles of paperwork to be able to apply for the AP exam, not to mention the SAT. I sincerely feel like I'm going to die suffocated under paperwork! I also have to pay all of these fees......it's all just a pain in the ass. I fucking hate it!! I can only imagine how bad it's going to be next year when I'm applying for colleges!
I was registering for the SAT, today....I was so lost!! I felt retarded! I don't know shit about paperwork, and colleges, and financial aid! Arrggghhhh!! I was looking for my potential majors for the stupid application online and it took me forever to find them! I'm just lucky that I didn't have a test today in the class that I missed today....
On a separate note, I decided to save money to buy myself an iPod. One of those 120 gig ones, mainly because I have a whole bunch of video files on my computer that I don't want to lose. I just need to convert them, put them on my non-existent iPod, and there we go! Or I go. Eh.
I also decided to take a SAT prep class. This one is actually free for us underprivileged kids. Never thought that would actually help! Lol! I just need a 20-something dollar deposit! Yeah, not so free.
I finished "Fool Moon". I very proud to have been able to finish it. That book had been like my Everest! What without all of the non-existent free time I've had.......ugh. I can't wait for vacation! I need one, badly.
So yeah, "Fool Moon". It was pretty good. I liked it, but not as mush as the other. Maybe its because I wasn't really feeling it.....I wasn't able to read more than a few chapters at a time. I decided to completely bypass "Grave Peril" and went straight to "Summer Knight", in which professional wizard, Harry Dresden, faces various unruly Fey. Its very good, the I-can't-put-down kind of good. At least for now.
OMG! I can't wait until June! The 17th Anita Blake novel is set to come out! I'm like all giddy! At least kinda...I try, but not really feeling the giddiness. I also read the first chapter for "Dead and Gone" which is the 9th Sookie Stackhouse novel! I'm anticipating it with held breath. Lol!
So I heard that Stephen King has been attacking Stephanie Meyer's writing......well seeing as I hate Twilight......i would say Whoo! But then i feel sad.....I'm very bi-polar about this issue. I mean I detest Twilight, with what people burning it. I mean my cousin told me that this one girl told him that (and I quote) "You're not a real vampire fan if you haven't read Twilight..."
Yeah. Well girl, whoever you are, If you are reading this....
FUCK YOU! Seriously, shove your shit back up your ass, cuz i don't wanna hear it!
You are not a real vampire fan if you haven't read "Dracula"! Twilight vampires and real vampires!! They're "wampires"; they don't even deserve the "V"!! I mean, seriously? Eating people is like the whole premise of vampires! (except for Angel {B:tVS}, but I don't want to open that particular can of worms, or else I'll never stop ranting!) If the only vampire novel you've read is "Twilight", then you can't call yourself a vampire fan! Go read Anita Blake, Sookie Stackhouse, Hellsing, The Dresden Files, Vampire Knight! Go watch Buffy : the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Supernatural (although not really, same goes for The Dresden Files, heh)! But if you even dare call yourself a Vampire Fan, please don't let your only credit to that be "Twilight"!
There. Bite me. If you are a "Twilight" fan, well stop crying, or whatever shit you're doing now, and don't you dare reply! Go whore out your fucking logo!
Random Quote of the Day: "Real crying is like real sex. If you do it right, it isn't pretty." -Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter (Burnt Offerings- a real vampire novel)
The people at my school are stupid. There is no other explanation. I mean I go on field trips that they let me go on, yet they mark me absent! I hate it! I keep getting calls about clearing my damn non-existent absences! Grrrrrr.........
I still haven't finished my drawings, but I need today because I have to scan them tomorrow. Ugh.
I've been filling out applications and piles of paperwork to be able to apply for the AP exam, not to mention the SAT. I sincerely feel like I'm going to die suffocated under paperwork! I also have to pay all of these fees......it's all just a pain in the ass. I fucking hate it!! I can only imagine how bad it's going to be next year when I'm applying for colleges!
I was registering for the SAT, today....I was so lost!! I felt retarded! I don't know shit about paperwork, and colleges, and financial aid! Arrggghhhh!! I was looking for my potential majors for the stupid application online and it took me forever to find them! I'm just lucky that I didn't have a test today in the class that I missed today....
On a separate note, I decided to save money to buy myself an iPod. One of those 120 gig ones, mainly because I have a whole bunch of video files on my computer that I don't want to lose. I just need to convert them, put them on my non-existent iPod, and there we go! Or I go. Eh.
I also decided to take a SAT prep class. This one is actually free for us underprivileged kids. Never thought that would actually help! Lol! I just need a 20-something dollar deposit! Yeah, not so free.
I finished "Fool Moon". I very proud to have been able to finish it. That book had been like my Everest! What without all of the non-existent free time I've had.......ugh. I can't wait for vacation! I need one, badly.
So yeah, "Fool Moon". It was pretty good. I liked it, but not as mush as the other. Maybe its because I wasn't really feeling it.....I wasn't able to read more than a few chapters at a time. I decided to completely bypass "Grave Peril" and went straight to "Summer Knight", in which professional wizard, Harry Dresden, faces various unruly Fey. Its very good, the I-can't-put-down kind of good. At least for now.
OMG! I can't wait until June! The 17th Anita Blake novel is set to come out! I'm like all giddy! At least kinda...I try, but not really feeling the giddiness. I also read the first chapter for "Dead and Gone" which is the 9th Sookie Stackhouse novel! I'm anticipating it with held breath. Lol!
So I heard that Stephen King has been attacking Stephanie Meyer's writing......well seeing as I hate Twilight......i would say Whoo! But then i feel sad.....I'm very bi-polar about this issue. I mean I detest Twilight, with what people burning it. I mean my cousin told me that this one girl told him that (and I quote) "You're not a real vampire fan if you haven't read Twilight..."
Yeah. Well girl, whoever you are, If you are reading this....
FUCK YOU! Seriously, shove your shit back up your ass, cuz i don't wanna hear it!
You are not a real vampire fan if you haven't read "Dracula"! Twilight vampires and real vampires!! They're "wampires"; they don't even deserve the "V"!! I mean, seriously? Eating people is like the whole premise of vampires! (except for Angel {B:tVS}, but I don't want to open that particular can of worms, or else I'll never stop ranting!) If the only vampire novel you've read is "Twilight", then you can't call yourself a vampire fan! Go read Anita Blake, Sookie Stackhouse, Hellsing, The Dresden Files, Vampire Knight! Go watch Buffy : the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Supernatural (although not really, same goes for The Dresden Files, heh)! But if you even dare call yourself a Vampire Fan, please don't let your only credit to that be "Twilight"!
There. Bite me. If you are a "Twilight" fan, well stop crying, or whatever shit you're doing now, and don't you dare reply! Go whore out your fucking logo!
Random Quote of the Day: "Real crying is like real sex. If you do it right, it isn't pretty." -Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter (Burnt Offerings- a real vampire novel)
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